e w0rld.as i see iT.

12th Feb 2011

2011-02-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

Got my vday n bday gift le >.<
thank you dear~

Parent Mickey n Minnie- vday
Longchamp bag- bday ~~ （＾Ｏ＾☆♪
<3 for both =)

Ps.thou I also feel a bit guilty, cox I know his wallet pain. thank you!! *hugs n kisses*

Think I might be postin pic up (if ever I got in e mood lah..)

Anyway, next on my to-get-list:-
Bolster. E one my mom make spoilt le, den nw she's using scotch-tape to 'rescue' it. But outside buy de, also no feel. So I'm still hesitating.
But it's not urgent, so I'm still looking around. (n mayb hope my mom make another for me =x)

Wish list? As below:-
1) Zelda nds 288
2) Agnes b. Bag -around 200+?
3) watch -soon
4) my goal? Chanel bag
Can ignore e last one for nw, coz I'm not even earning enough for my studies. So ya, dat 1 might remain a dream also. Since it's not somethin I need to have, juz a luxury.
(ok, have to remind myself on dat xP)

Been busy lately- with work, with going out dating. Not a free day yet. But I guess it's good, occupying myself with things. But I think soon I'll be on e lookout for an escape. I'm a Pisces, plus horse *shrug* can't feel too tied down.

On e way back from coy dinner, at least e bus's fast

24 August 2010

2010-08-24T20:40:00.003+08:00

it's out!!!
the audio technica's bijou~!

so pretty~~
48$ each, which is can fight with x-mini lor..
but nw i'm waiting for x-mini/hello kitty, and see how much it costs =)
muzhahahah~
might get both also
thou will be a waste of money =(
but even getting one is already wasting le >.<

a new girl come ytd,
and leave today.
LOL!!!
she thought she was only suppose to take call for boss,
as a secretary.
but turns out she's doing what we're doing lah..
which is everything *eye rolling*
so..bye, one day girl *wave*

hope's dear's leg get well soon ^^

20 August 2010

2010-08-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

So I had a dream that forecast my future yesterday morning?
A leased snarling tiger is trying it's best to frighten me and struggling against the metal chain, hoping to at least break free and tear into me.
It didn't start out this way thou. It was quite a peaceful dream where I have quite a big room to myself, and even arcade in my room. When suddenly everything change when I stepped out of the room.
What my mom say when I asked her about it? Be careful of 小人.
And the only place I can think of where it'll happen? In my office..
I'm too familiar with Mac, and don't tell me my friends are backstabbing me. So that the only logical place. What to do? *sigh*
Be careful and bear with it bah >.<

A colleague send me home the other day =D
I was meant to be drop off at yishun when he stopped to pick up his friend. But as it turns out, he's going into Malaysia. Which is like so convenient!! *evil laughter*
I try to be polite lah, saying I can walk off from the petrol station where he stopped to top up the oil. But he just brush me off and insist =x what a girl gonna do?? Muzhahahah~
but doubt there would be a next time le, cause he went in for a funeral..

17 August 2010

2010-08-17T12:40:00.002+08:00

sick. again =\
juz went to see the doc *sniff*
wouldn't say it's a waste of money, after all, i get to rest and see the little guy =D
let me see - the usual symptom?
fever, running nose and sore throat.

so having nothing to do at home, i turn to online shopping.
PayPal has collaborates with a new website, enabling us to shop and purchase anything from any US website.
which is something good, since not all website supports paypal, or even shipping international.
*evil laughter*
but as usual, what i wanted is not really found lah, the 1st book in the series. LOL
a comic series, and to my regret, i didn't got the 1st book.
but then i turn to TW's Books.
and yes!!! found!!
*dancing in joy*
so having a credit card is a good thing after all =D
den i'm thinking of changing to POSB's newest one, where they're offering a 0.03% cash rebate whenever you are shopping online, through the phone or whatever =)

but too bad for me is that not all items on the website are able to ship international. but at least i'll get what i want. muzhahahah~
juz so love shopping online at TW's website, so many pretty pretty things~~

the next thing on my "Wants" list?
the newest Hello Kitty's x-mini.
yes, i'm not really a fan of her, but you gotta admin that it's so cute!!!
picture can be found in the Cleo's magazine~

15 August 2010

2010-08-15T21:31:00.002+08:00

He's in, again.
but not in the evening, it's during the early afternoon.
cutting short our time together.
but having spend time together yesterday, i would have to be content with whatever time we have now.
what to do? it's his duty to the government.

have not been updating for a while.
firstly, busy.
secondly, lazy.
thirdly, I'm scared that my phone would be out of battery, thus depriving me of hearing his voice every night.

nothing much, except i got a new necklace.
one i have been eyeing for quite a while. though i did regret that i didn't get the set the previous when it was having a promotion =( *heart pain*
mom also get the pendant and a pair of ear-ring.
the stainless steel pendent was a steal at 5$ each, cause i know that my friend got it at 8$ xP
the ear-ring? suffice to say that it was an impulse on my mom's part =x
so now i'm on the look out for the other pendent on the set, the rose gold version.
(though i doubt i might be able to find it *sniff*)

and still, gin is killed/disabled in the end.
i wonder when the comic is going to end soon..

7 August 2010

2010-08-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

officially lost my voice again.
hate it when it happen, it always almost everytime while i was working.
guess it could be overused with all the shouting and also upping the volume so that the customers can hear me over the din.
so i requested to go from early from that thick-skinned manager, at least she's letting me go.
but there's enough crews on floor, so why not. *shrug*

so why am i calling a manager thick-skin? it cause of what she has done, her action and the consequences.
originally, she was the only candidate chosen to be transferred over to another store. imagine how happy me and my sister is, and not only us, there's also some other people who are feeling the joy too. and what she did??!! she request to see our boss's boss, who she managed to convince to have someone else replaced. and the person is none other than our beloved Nas. she's been here from a crew, all the way to a beanie, then a Shift leader, before being promoted. yes, i did not know her as well as i would have like to, but no matter what, we stick through a lot of service-in before, when there's a power-shortage, when a crew is "stalking" her and we teased her about it. she is love by everybody in the store and i believed everybody prefer her to the short-tempered person who displayed her every emotion while she worked and bad planning thick-skinned manager.
through that manager's action, she is being more disliked, and i believed her marks just reach negative in my check-list, or even non-existent. i'll try not to speak to her during work or even respond her. i know it's bad attitude towards a supervisor, or even against someone who's higher up in the ladder than me, but i can't help myself.
it's just too damn bad for her, without her working, what i'm doing is just the same as when she's working. but when she's there, my mood just totally changed. even if i'm just working for uber-short hour, it's totally worth it not to see her face.

ok, enough ranting about her, i'm just wasting my space on her.
feeling damn shag now. work till 11 plus last night, before going home and slept at 12 plus?
then i have to wake up again at 5.30 for my full-time job. after which, at 12.30, when i'm released, i have to rush over back to woodlands for mac. just..shag.
luckily for me, a colleague of mine ferry me until bukit batok, saving me some time and money =)
but still, totally wear out.
but hey, it's worth it when i have the next saturday free.
hehe~~

5 August 2010

2010-08-05T19:24:00.000+08:00

Tried to leave early today, just to get my pay check from my previous job. In the end? Suddenly a lot of thing pop up in the last hour, do hope I'm in time >.<
Wasn't a large amount, but at least it's one thing off my mind. I could have asked my sister, but given her attitude, don't think she'll go even if I pleaded. So might as well do it myself.

Have I mentioned that dear gave me a gift just before he went in? And I've dub it 'Mr. O.' since it's orange in color. It's just so cute~! So small and kawaii~ hehe~
thanks arh~ <3

And my sister spend money another pair of earpiece again. The last one she got was just months ago? *sigh* wish I have the freedom to do stuffs like that, like just spend money without the consequence bouncing back on me =(
but guess I have to keep myself in check and limit myself.

4 August 2010

2010-08-04T19:30:00.001+08:00

Haha~ make a mistake last evening, which I only got to know just now. The wife of my colleague called, asking for him in his Chinese name, but I misheard, thought was looking for my boss who wasn't in. Of course I say not in the office right? But now the wife got 2 stories, so *ahem* got some misunderstanding LOL!! my whole office was laughing when I admit my mistake >.<
today was the last day of one of my colleagues. She was the same as me, a few months only? But I guess she couldn't stand the sales person she was working under - rude, loud, impatient, and I got the feeling he also didn't like her that much also.
It'll be my turn soon, when it's confirm I have a place in a Uni xP

Did I mentioned that I pass my virus to my brother? =x
I only had one sip from his drink lor, and he wasn't feeling well yesterday night. At least my sister is stronger lah xP
Hope he get well soon =x lalala~

3 August 2010

2010-08-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

Today was quite relax, mostly filling in of the paperworks. Which is always a relieve, but what's true is that it'll take forever to clear. But at least I did try my best to clear up those that I'm able to before going home =) call it a sense of responsibility xP

A damn sickening night ytd - woke up in the middle of my sleep with a pounding headache =|& mom says could be my body 发热, but I think could also be cause my nose is blocked. Aiya..hope there's no repeat tonight. Mom did asked why I didn't take panadol. But seriously who would think of walking into the kitchen and unscrew the container to get one when I can just try to tahan it. Luckily it wasn't for a long period *phew*

Going to have to side-part my fringe soon, it's getting longer and irritating. Since one side of my forehead is higher than the other, making me looks bald is I follow that direction, I'm going to revert back to my original parting bah.. At least now I don't have to worry whether there's any 'hole' in my current hairstyle =P

2 August 2010

2010-08-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

The same old same old during work today. But it always does seems that I have a never-ending work load =/
so when I have something not finished, I would have to stay back a while to finish it up. It's ok if I live near, but..aiya.. Dun wan compare too much lah, I'm sure people got eyes de.

Going to start eating in the office, which is cooked by the auntie. At only $50/mth, I think it's actually worth it. I don't have to travel down to buy food, I don't have to kill my brain cells trying to decide what I want to eat - I usually eat the same thing anyway... And also there's a variety, like there would be noodles, mixed rices, porridge, etc. And also desserts to go along, if I'm not wrong. But what we're eating is what our boss is eating, so can't really complain xP

1 August 2010

2010-08-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

Forgot to go to work ytd evening - Mac I mean. Thought I check and didn't see my name *shrug* oh well, by the time I got back home, it was already the working time. And yes, I slept until night. Guess I was too tired >.<

After having a satisfying sleep, went out with my family; except for my dad, who went for a haircut *eye rolling* It's been a while since I have done this kind of thing - having lunch together, going grocery shopping and buying stuffs~ Especially with Metro having a 20% store-wide discount, it's a steal!! I got my nail polish and strengthener, while my mom got a pair of shoe. Was very tempted to get a new wallet, but since we're a bit out of time (my sis joins us straight after work..) and also because I didn't see anything I like, might as well wait.
As my mom says, Metro has sales throughout the year, no worries xP

Ask my mom to get umei for me. Used to drink that with dried orange skin mixed in boiling water when I lost my voice. But got to say it's an acquired taste, cause it's a bit siap siap and sour de. But ku kou liang yao bah =D

An illogical mom

2010-07-31T16:02:00.001+08:00

The stupidest thing I have ever heard would be from my mom. Not what she says is stupid, just the mother in her story.

It happen quite a while back (a few months to be exact) when she's traveling back from Malaysia. Since she was traveling alone and being lazy, she chooses to get the train ticket back. While on the train, she and another aunty notices a kid playing with a plastic bag - pulling it over the head and whatever thing kids does when they are not taught and not discipline on the danger on plastic bag. Being concern, of cause my mom voice out. She told the dad that he should be careful that the kid don't suffocate and should take it away. The mom heard of cause, and reply very loudly that 'never-mind, continue playing' in a tone like she's right and the kid wouldn't die if something happen *fume* being a mother herself, she warn the dad again lor.. But what to do, I think the husband henpeck =x
It was only when the family was passing through the immigration officer then finally the mother says," faster take out, if not the police see, will catch you de!"

I mean, what the fuck is wrong with the mom??!!
She would rather let her (double emphasis) kid die?? O.O
Simple mind-boggling *shake head*
I don't really get it lor, if something did happen, ain't the mother gonna feel guilty forever? *tsk tsk*

31 July 2010

2010-07-31T00:27:00.000+08:00

It was a waste of time to go work today T.T
Not much order coming in, that what I'm doing is tidying up what's leftover from the week. Feel so much relieve after doing parts of it.
Didn't manage to finish up all cause was listening to my team leader talking about what we should be doing etc etc. And just like that, half an hour gone =/ if I have nothing to rush, if I'm not feeling as if I might fall over anytime soon, I don't mind listening. I know she meant well, but.. Aiya, dunno lah >.<

Could be the lack of sleep and the damn bloody weather, think I'm down with a cold - running nose and sore throat. Sickening feeling, feels as if I might vomit up something too.. Hope the feeling will pass away after I've gotten enough rest bah =)

30 July 2010

2010-07-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

Nothing much during work today, though it was still as busy. As usual, don't know why but among all the new comers, I'm always the last to leave =(
Like I was rushing to another job, and cause of this delay, I'm late. But well, who cares? *shrug* sometimes, despite working for them for so long, I'm starting to feel a bit stagnant =\
Going to be working late tonight, just hope that I'll have enough sleep for tomorrow >.<
Ps. it does always seem I always push myself too hard xP

Been looking for the newest speaker from Audio-technica. That cute cute one which looks like a compact foundation? Ya xD but it seem there isn't one listed on their website =(
Guess I might have to wait a while then. But I'm wondering whether I really need it or not. My purpose in getting it is cause the audio for the drama I have is a bit on the soft side, and since it's a bit scary, I don't want to use a earpiece. But after i have finished the season? What then? =/ still, it's a temptation *evil laughter*
and btw, my headphone 脱皮了, thus, in the bin it go~

29 July 2010

2010-07-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

Although he just went in today, starting to miss him le.
But at least I got a job to tide me over, to stop me from obsessing about him. The distance from my new job is around 2hrs bus ride? *shudder*
Location? Kaki bukit *tears*
it was introduced by my dad's friend, and since I have no job at the moment, just go for it first bah =)
working as an admin sales coordinator is not easy, which I have just realized is that I have to memorized a lot of thing in the catalogue. From e products to the pricing, and also the discounts each customer deserve.
How I wish I was back workin at raffles place again *sob*
pay wise is ok, e norm for diploma grad? I guess..
But what I don't like would be the working place and also the fact there is no OT pay. So if you have unfinished work, it's either you clear everything, or leave it till the next day (which I don't really like)

Hope that we'll tide this through =)

2010-06-26T22:17:00.003+08:00

haha~!
dear juz send this - How Twilight Works, just now.
i know some people are against the books and everything from it, but I'm telling you - it's damn hilariously. And all the points are true and so valid *eye rolling*
So, before you click the big red cross later on, please remember to go read hor... *stare*
And there's also another one - The 8 Phases of Dating.
Damn funny, and so fucking true. ROFL

Anyway, it's been a week while I 'rested' at home. Since the previous contract is over, I have asked my agent to look for another job for me. Thanks Janet~
Currently she has already set up an interview for me on Monday.
Hopefully it'll have a desired outcome *praying*
So nowadays, I'm either out with dear/friends or rotting at home and staring at the computer screen. LOL.
But seriously, a break before another long fight. *yosh~*

Anyway, I gotten a cosmetic bag for my sis. *proud*
It's through an online shop, and seeing the price (8$), it seems ok right?
Totally not lor, cause the way they work is that they charge you additional 10$ as they are delivering it straight to your doorstep.
While I appreciate the extra service, I would just prefer to have them going through normal/registered postage.
It could be me being blur where I didn't see other options when I was buying.
But from my memory, it doesn't seem to be the case =(
Ok, just to give you all people a heads up, the website is BestBuy World!
I just find this on the website -

So it wasn't my fault =(
So people, if you are looking for people to chip in *evil laughter* can find me xP

So for the past week of course I got help my mom with chores at home - washing of dishes, mopping, those simple simple stuffs.
And there was then I was washing the dishes, I keep smelling bananas. And the weird thing is that nobody buy any! Trying not to panic *eye rolling* I just casually mentioned it to my mom, "Ehhh, why got banana smell de.." Then she says that might be our neighbor frying banana lah..
Perfectly valid reason, and why can't people fried bananas at home. Just because i hate it, doesn't means others can't "enjoy" it. (Thou' i wonder..) *ahem*
Anyway, the scent is back again the next day!! *deep intake of breathe* Panic I asked my mom again, people can't be frying bananas for 2 days straight right!! O_O Imagine the cleaning up you have to do??!!
Ok.. So cannot be right? Then a thought suddenly occur to me, must have a reason for the scent to appear when I'm washing the dishes right? And yes, it was the bloody soap =\
LOL

2010-06-18T17:05:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I saw the package I was waiting for when I was laying down on the floor.
*shock!*
I looked up and “ehhhh!!”
Asking around my house bears no result – either nobody admits to receiving the package, or it “appears” by itself *shudder*

There’re free samples inside!!
Woohoo~ *dance*
And I’m taking back my words – given the free samples, I might buy from them again.
Ho-ho-ho~
Feel like an aunty when I say that -_-
The BB cream is easy to apply on.
And not only that, only a small amount is needed.
Everytime I used Skin79’s Hot Pink Triple Function, I needed around pea-sized?
For Dr. Jart’s silver label, I believed only half is needed.
So you can imagine how 心痛 I am this morning when I find out that I have to waste quite a bit T.T
But luckily I was using the free sample *relieve*
they gave 2 samples each – Dr. Jart’s silver label, and some acne treatment stuff. The other two is Dr. Jart’s black label and some moisturizing thing in a small container.
Not a lot, but enough for me to try (at least for a few days lah xP)

What else? Oh ya!!
The coverage is definite better; my pimples don’t look so obviously red and that heavy feeling of putting something on your face is not as strong as Skin79.
Plus, there’s a Malaysian blogger doing experiment on different brand of BB cream.
She put blobs of different BB cream on those oil-blotting papers; and after a few hours (or is it 1?) it’s really obvious which brand is the most oiler among all.
Forgive me, but I have forgot the link to the blog >.< memory ="(
Am thinking of getting the full size of the silver label, but I still have Skin79 to finish >.<
can I just pass it to my sis? *evil laughter*

Mom asked me to purchase Hada Lobo’s lotion, which I admit is good – leaving my skin soft and supple.
Just that I find it so troublesome to pat everything into my face when I can just used a cotton pad to ’rub’ everything in. (I know, it’s not the correct way to apply it *eye rolling*)
maybe will consider getting it after I get my pay. But I have to keep in mind that I also have another toner to finish also T.T

Last day of work today.

Feeling a bit lost – no job, no nothing.
Wish I had a long term contract job like C/Sheryl, so then I wouldn’t have to worry so much.
I can view it this period as a break, before I dive into my new job.

It’s pretty scary thinking that once you step into the working world, not much chance of resting is available.
Unlike in schools where it’s guarantee to have school holidays, whether long term or short term. I think the only rest working adults are entitled to would be week-end and maybe applied leave? I can’t imagine working that way for almost 40 plus of my life =\

Can I remain in school forever? *sigh*

2010-06-16T13:55:00.002+08:00

Went shopping with Sheryl yesterday at Parco Bugis =D
it’s been quite long since we have done it together, since year 1 you say? xP But it was fun despite the short hour =D

Let me recall…hmmm… she got a sort of jacket, like those of a business type, and it’s so nice >.< quite versatile also, I might add. It could be for office wear or for a casual scenario – like for lecture or pair with short, as Sheryl say. So it’s quite worth to get =)
I didn’t see anything much, except for that Hurs’ bag. Around 60$? And quite big, so I can put a lot of thing inside =P But the shop only have 2 colors, yellow and brown =( why no blue? *sniff* But since I’m not actively looking to add another bag to my collection, guess I’ll have to give it a pass =x

Maybe another day *grin*

But I did get something – a Jack’s pouch~ *evil laughter*
It’s just what I needed!! Sort of *shrug*
Cause I was looking for a pouch to put my small notebook in, together with a pen and maybe some miscellaneous items. And it’s just so coincidences that we saw something in one of the shop =D
What we saw at first is a ‘relative’ to what I own, but it’s more for holding cards, thus smaller with a narrow opening.
The shop assistants are extremely helpful, even helping me to search around their shop for something similar.
(On a more cynical note, it could also because they are trying to pull up sales *eye rolling*)
But hey, at least they will be having a returning customer (someday)=P

We had dinner at Yoshinoya. Thanks arh, Sheryl, for the treat. Feels a bit paiseh >.<

It was fun, but it just makes me miss all those girl-girl(s) shopping trip =(

OK, my newest nail polish is starting to fall off, so I would have to wash them off soon.
But at least those on my toes are still OK *smirk*
But no matter what, those on my hand would have to go soon since I can’t be wearing 10 plasters while working right? LOL!
Still, if the old one never go, then new one never comes right?
Ha-ha~
still waiting for my purchases to arrive from US~
I can’t wait to see how the color would looks like on my naked nails~
hohoho~

Trivial on me

I have a tongue stud. Surprise!
I guess it’s something that can’t really be seen unless I didn’t cover my mouth when I’m laughing =\
I have a book fetish.
“Thanks” to dear for pointing it out to me. Seriously, I can spend hours inside a bookstore just immersing myself in the feel and smell of all the books around me.
I prefer to get a dress than anything else when I’m thinking of buying clothes.
It just seem more worth it lor… It’s like for that amount of money, I’m getting an attire to cover me from shoulder to leg. And after which, I’m done with shopping. I don’t have to look for a bottom to go along with this shirt, nor kill my precious brain cells thinking whether this shirt will go with anything in my closet or not. (It could just be the lazy cells in me talking *eye rolling*)
I prefer my food lukewarm.
I know I know, some food taste better while it’s hot. But I just don’t get how people are able to tolerate the heat of the food when it’s just cooked *confused* By the time I’d finished huffing at the spoonful I have, some might have already eaten 2 mouthful. It’ll take me at least 20mins or more to take me to finish a bowl of soup noodle -_-
Dark chocolate rules!!
Woohoo~ *dance* it’s not as sweet, and plus, they contain anti-oxidant which is good for the body. Though having too much of them is not good for the waist also =\ and don’t ever ask me where they come from, how they are make – I don’t know!
I am a newly joined FC of Ben and Jerry’s ice cream XD
Theirs is a totally different level of heaven *groan* every bite is just so creamy and just so right that I’m like…whoa *blissful smile* (as usual, mom commented it was too sweet and that the ice cream she make is better *eye rolling*) and since my dad can’t have any cold/chilled food, he can only suan me,”eat more lah, eat more. Later become fatter don’t complain hor..” =\ parents *shake head*
Coffee has no fucking effect on me.
Besides the smell perking me up for a moment, I can still go to bed as usual after drinking coffee – whether in the morning or evening. So what do I do when I didn’t manage to have enough sleep the night before? Try my fucking best to not doze off until lunch, where at least going out for lunch can wake me up a little =

One more thing before I end off here – just my luck to see a roach together with me in the bathroom in the wee hours of the morning today. ewwwwww *shudder*

2010-06-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

I wonder what happen to Dez’s blog- it’s like not there suddenly. But apparently I have missed one of her post which was posted 3 days ago. Well, it might shed some clue as to what happen, but it’s a bit too late for it now =(
It’s like one person less that I am keeping in touch with through blogging – first is Steph, where I kind of lost her address (I usually link through hers from Dez) and Jas’s is password protected, which I’m respecting. *sigh* Wonder when we are meeting up again >.<

Hope everyone’s doing well =)

Feel kind of cheated *fume* I got something from a online shop – Beauty BestBuy, since Ms Kimiko usually buys from them and everywhere. I thought why not, it seems trustworthy *shrug* everything was fine, from the registration, to confirmation of account and all that stuff. The problem, the after service sucks.

Cause I am also paying extra for tracking posting (I didn’t know until I’m checking out also -_-), it means that I can check online whether it’s delivered or still pending or whatever right? It’s stated on the website (SingPost’s) delivered

but since till today, nobody in my family has ever received it nor even seen it, including me. Worried, I emailed Beauty BestBuy (I have no idea whether it’s them or just her)

And the tai-chi started -

And what they asked me to do? Asked SingPost. WTFH??!!

I don’t expect you to move heaven and earth to find the item for me; I don’t expect you to panic together with me. I expected you to at least help me make the call and at least get to the bottom of the whole why-isn’t-it-in-my-mailbox-yet issue. Am I asking too much as a buyer? Or is it even too much to ask for?

Just feel so disappointed in the after service, it’s the first time I have ever encountered such…such bad something *wave hand* and no, I am not buying from them again. No matter how tempting the low prices of their items are. *hand folded across chest*

I would rather get it from eBay and wait, knowing that the item die die confirm will arrive to my doorstep *argh!* I suppose this teaches me a lesson to be careful of where/whom I'm buying from =\

2010-06-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry for causing you misery.
I'm sorry for adding on to your burden, for giving you trouble.
I'm sorry for being presumption, thinking I know what's the best for you.
I'm sorry for being stubborn in that I though i knew what I'm doing is the best for you when you wanted otherwise.
I'm sorry for trying my best to give you what guys always wanted - freedom.
I'm sorry for insisting on my way.
I'm sorry for not being mature enough.
I'm sorry, I should have just keep my mouth shut and let you do things your way.

Sorry.

2010-06-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

It's apparent I'm failing in some ways.

2010-06-10T15:49:00.002+08:00

Tempted to get lots of things.
From fake eye lashes to necklaces, then there are also books. But luckily (depending on your definition), there isn’t any new book that I’m interested to get *relieve*
Was also thinking of getting some lingerie, but have to change my mind after seeing the price T.T But maybe I can go to where I usually buy them =D
Also have camera in mind, but it’s more of a “want” instead of “need”. It’s not as if I cam-whored all the time, nor hardworking enough to post those pictures I have taken (even on my phone *eye rolling*). Hmm…all those geek people out there, does getting a camera with more zoom better, or a 4x one would do? Feel so lost when reading all those description on the camera >.<
And not only that, the PC show is starting today – which only intensified my desire to spend =(Guess I would have to tolerate until another sales, maybe like those end of year sales *shrug* Maybe by that time the urge to get a camera would be gone then =D *hopeful*

The new area I’m sitting in the office is like damn bloody cold, I swear it’s below 20°C. And it gets worse during raining day, where even the wool cardigan I have is not even enough. My colleagues are correct in suggesting to bring winter clothes -_- even the new manager that arrive this week also can’t stand it, so it’s just me not hor…
One thing is that the HR’s lady is not afraid of cold, so *sigh* But since that air-conditioning is control by the building, there’s nothing much we can do except to use tape/paper to seal up part of the vents. Which I’m not going to do as next week is my last week already, what’s the point? Anyway, maybe the next person enjoys the cold better than me? *shrug*
But things are better after a lunch, which consists of hot seafood soup noodle *bliss* Nothing beats drinking a gigantic cup of hot chocolate, but sadly enough, I only have one cup of free tea with sugar, although it cools down after sitting on my desk *sniff* But it’s better than nothing *grin*

Since I have gotten rejected from both uni, you can say that I am at a lost on what to do now. Studying private is supposedly my backup plan, but school fee is a problem. Yes, I can borrow from the bank; but how long is it going to take me to return all the money. True, it might be faster than a local’s but *shake head* I have no idea. And I have not done my research yet, so my decision is still pending (T.T)

I have decided not to get the colored contact lens no matter whether it is on offer on or not (it is, at Bugis =D) Yes, it is something I have not tried and is interested in trying. But just because my pay come in, it doesn’t mean that I have to spend it just like that. After all, I would still need to save for the rest of the month and also for emergency. And also, the contact lens is only for one month. And have I mentioned my astigmatism? I would have to get one without any degree and wear my glasses over it. How redundant would that be??!! Although my heart is itching to get it and to heck care with the circumstances >.<>

2010-06-08T15:35:00.001+08:00

Mom and brother went into Malaysia - grandmother is sick >.<
I heard from mom that grandmother has dementia. Nobody cooked any rice, but she keeps insisting that she wants to eat it. It’s verified when one of my uncles brought her to see the doctor. It’s heart-breaking, seeing that she was fine just last month when she was here in Singapore. I also heard that she’s sick, but I have no idea whether the reason is because of the dementia, or she is down with some other illness.
So my mom went in, trying to spend as much time as she can with her mother. Worried is an understatement, seeing that my mom went in today instead of tomorrow as originally planned
=(
Hopefully my grandmother is alright >.<

Was thinking of getting perfume for my dear, and just nice my supervisor told me there’s something superstition attached to it – the relationship will fade over the time. Just like a perfume I guess. And just in case what I had in mind is not appropriate, I went online and “check” ->

送禮的禁忌～
【禁忌一】送花表錯情所謂花語寄情，送鮮花打動美人芳心是最常見的求愛術，但可別以為什麼花都可以送哦 ! 表示財富、長春的金盞花在西方可是代表別離、失望的語意，黃玫瑰的花語則是忌妒、失戀、分手、拒絕的愛 !
【禁忌二】手帕喻永別漂亮精緻的手帕很能襯托個人品味，送給親密愛人應該很不錯吧 ! 錯了，手帕可別亂送哦 ! 手帕有句俗諺："送巾，斷(離)根"，意思是贈人手帕，表示永別。
【禁忌三】贈扇從此難相見扇子的諧音同"散"，贈人予扇表示從此難以相見。如果真的要送扇子，對方必須反贈銅板一枚，象徵扇子是買來的，也表示團圓之意。
【禁忌四】送禮莫贈傘和情人共撐一把傘固然很有情調，但送傘可是大大不吉利。雨傘和台語的"給散"同音，有暗喻永別的意思，所以遇到雨天，即使是給情人的傘，一定得說是借傘，而不是給傘哦 !
【禁忌五】送刀剪尋仇意味濃對刀剪給對方可是有"尋仇"的味道呢 !
【禁忌六】送"鐘"大不吉送鐘音同"送終"，聽起來讓人很不舒服，雖然有廠商想出"鍾(鐘)愛一生"的用語，不過還是少送為妙。
【禁忌七】贈鞋要人走路因為送鞋子有請人走路之意，如果是給情人則表示此情不長，或是感情將走入盡頭，都不是什麼好意思，假如真的要收鞋為禮的話，作法同送扇，必須回贈對方銅板一枚。
【禁忌八】梨子不可對半吃送梨給對方，可別切一半和情人分著吃，因為切對半的梨子，有"分離"(分梨)的意思，所以請情人吃梨時，就大方的吃下完整一顆吧 !
【禁忌九】送風鈴~分離之意風鈴(音同分離);所以，儘管風鈴聲音很悅耳，設計很精美，也最好是自己買來用，不要買來送人。
【禁忌十】錶~同婊情侶更不能送女生表(暗喻「婊」有污辱女生之意)、或送鞋子(表示對方會跑掉，感情不會長久)、傘(音同散)。不過，也有人覺得是迷信啦！所以完全看收禮的人介不介意啦!

情侶送禮禁忌
送手巾&圍巾---代表送巾，斷根
送黃玫瑰---代表分離 (yellow roses mean friendship, so this is pretty obvious if the other party give you suddenly >.<)
送風鈴---代表吹散
送梨子---代表分離 (I guess this reason is similar to No. 8 above.)
送手錶---有罵人意思&代表各過各
送傘&扇子---代表離散
送鐘需加送一本書---代表有始有終
送菊花---詛咒之意 (this follow is used to pay respect to the dead =\)
送鞋子---會跟別人跑了
聽說一起採草莓也會分手唷 (??)

Comments are given by me in black, just in case you can’t guess it xP
Well, someone gave me a wind chime before. And I can only say is quite accurately, although it could also be that that person is avoiding me *eye rolling*
Oh ya, are all men’s perfume the same? (0_o) I can’t seem to smell the difference. LOL. Or is it just me? Maybe *shrug*

Hopefully whatever I order online reached my mailbox by today. Is Singapore’s mail system so slow that it is taking more than one week from reach from wherever to my house? I know its called snail mail, but please, Singapore isn’t that big =\&
So if by my stuff have not reached by the end of this end, I will be going into official-panic-mode *frown*

2010-06-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

Greedy-me went to buy Cadbury's Dairy Milk Black Forest at Cheers this morning.
Now I regretted it.
It was so sickening sweet, 'courtesy' of the cherry flavored jellies. And the milk chocolate is not helping T.T
I have nothing against cherry or milk chocolate. But when the both of them mixed together, creating such a sweet concoction that *shudder* I think I will give the chocolate to the younger ones and stick with my dark chocolate.
Should have known not to fell for my buy-it-coz-it's-cheap concept and greedy mouth (T.T)

work•a•hol•ic –noun
A person who works compulsively at the expense of other pursuits.

So am I one? Seems to think so, where my work seem to take precedence over many things in my life - clique meeting (sorry guys >.<), family outing (not that we have much anyway), and also affected the number of time I'm able to meet up with dear ('though I know he's very understanding ^^). Currently I'm working 6-7 days every week, which is going to stop soon *relieve* Can it be call a habit? Or is the reason because I have no choice? Both are valid, or are there more that I have not realized yet? Maybe. I just felt that as I reach the early twenties, it just seem so wrong to continue asking money from my parents. No offence to anyone, just my POV. It's like I'm more than capable to work my ass off to earn money for my expenditure and savings *ahem*, so why should I rely on them for it. Yes, I'm still living at home, eating dinner at home and everything else; just that 我没有，也不想伸手要钱. My mom also agrees with me on this, sort of. Her friend has a daughter who is older than me, graduated from school (ITE) and is currently jobless. O_O It's not as if her family is well-off, and I knew that her mom is working as to support the family (she has 3 children). So it's not easy for her mom. And I heard that her dad is having an affair. *shake head* Aiya, don't know lah. Better to stay out of other people's family affair >.< Listen jiu hao le…

Guess it's a matter of principle.

*Peeve* Great Singapore SALE?! My foot arh!
Seeing it's the period of the year again, I thought that maybe I could add some lingerie to my collection. And it turns out that the offer they are having is those buy-3-get-1-free kind of things *fume*
And getting one is not cheap, from 60$+ onwards? Especially from that T-brand =
And the design I’m looking at is priced at 90$? *sigh*
I would rather get one at an offer price then getting all 4.
I have no space to put them in my closet, nor the money to get 3 of them just to get one free when I need to ‘ration’.
Yes, maybe other brands are half its price, but I just don't see any design that I like T.T
(Smack dear for saying lucky I’m not a girl *stare*)

Missed the appeal deadline for NUS. Fuck. Though it was last Friday, turns out it is the deadline for NTU, NUS’s on Thursday *argh!* totally nothing to say about my blur-ness *shake head* guess either it’s a waiting game now, or I could try out different options *sigh*

My recent love - Big Bang *shriek*
Their songs are catchy, theirs are like mostly love songs (from the lyrics that I have research on, which is like only around 2-3 songs only *eye rolling*) Please correct me if I'm wrong =)
It just makes me so tempted to get their album xP

Website of the day –
Emoticons =D

2010-06-04T17:13:00.004+08:00

lyrics-

I never knew I'd find a love so true

This one right here, is just for you

Remember that One day

I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you

Our love was meant to be and always will forever

Give me that happiness I get from you just being there

I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind

So can't you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side

This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world You are the only one

The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me

Forever you're my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

Even through the hard times We made it through just fine

When it hurt we put in the work

To show that I'm yours

And that your mine

That's how we got this far

Let's never be apart

Girl, you're my queen

I'm here for you

'Cuz you're my everything

You always make me feel like everything's gonna be alright

Wit the things you do, becuz it's you the real true love of my life

This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart

Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me Forever you my girl Forever be my world

You are the only one

I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go

uh? baby!you know I'd walk them miles

climb mountains swith up styles

all I wanna do, is be with you

ain't no matter what, where and how

[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah

like that sound bump 'n grindin' perfect timin'

let's dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah

gonna take you on a joyride today

me and you stay true never hesitate

to make love ? sho nuff

you're the only one I'm ever thinkin' ofjust to hold you baby I can hardly wait

as we go through the motions damn it's greatto make love ? sho 'nuff we're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up

Chorus You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know

Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home

So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go

Two hearts always beating as one forever more

Chorus I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl

2010-06-03T15:32:00.001+08:00

Maybe I wasn’t as mature as I thought I was.

I got a feeling that it is something I know deep in my sub-conscious. Guess I was playing the ostrich, hiding in the sand.

Had a cold war, with my dad of all people T.T
Both of us are stubborn.
And as my mom says, he is worse than a woman going through menopause *eye rolling*

I’m possessive about my food, seriously.
My family member knows better than to touch anything I buy without my permission. *guilty* other days is fine, but when month end reaches... *shake head*
i admit that i'm like a lioness protecting the cubs.

Well, I think you guys get my gist? *sigh* not going to elaborate more, why dig up the unpleasant past?

Good news is that the patching up is in process (I think) >.<
since he has voice out that he is keen in getting a DVD player, why not get him one?
Firstly as an early father's day gift. Another is to atone for my mistake bah...

I have no idea as to whether it's working or not. But he was hiding his laughter when I get back home - coz mom gave my 'secret' away!!! *argh*
Luckily this year's Father's Day coincides with GSS *relieve*

Anyway today recommendation -
Brand New Day by Purple Days
I love the mixture of rap inside the song x)

Gold by UVERWorld
heard that the MV of this song is going to be in 3D?! O_O

2010-06-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

enjoy my time out wif the clique ytd.
it was a "celebration" for yuann coz he's going in on fri. (NS!!)
we had zi char for dinner at amoy, which was not bad, before walking to esplanade.
and speaking of the devil, we really saw hafiz there O_O
there was somebody talking about hafiz performing there and maybe will chance upon him and whatever. and ya, it came true.
then why is 4d so hard to strike them? hmmm..
anyway, what i dont like is just the table arrangement bah. 9 people sharing around 8 (??) dishes that are spread out among 2 tables. so it's troublesome to pass the food around while eating.
but what more can i expect, we are eating in a hawker center for goodness sake *eye rolling*

felt guilty after knowing how near terry's company is.
like only 2 blocks away? =x
haha~ i always though it was somewhere near queenstown or something, dont even ask xP
but ok, at least we manage to have one lunch together. and just nice is on his last day of work. sorry~ >.<

GSS IS ON!!! *RAWR*
so many things to get, so little time, not enough money.
oh well, most of them are 'wants' anyway. a large percentage of them =x
all my limbs are feeling itchy to just go and heck care >.<
so tempting~

busy busy week, jia you!

2010-05-27T16:19:00.002+08:00

the grad ceremony was awesome!! not! *frown*
it was exactly what i have expected - kind of boring coz there are simply just too many people from other courses though all are under engineering. and listening to all those achievement those gold medalist have, only 1 word came to my mind - sick *shake head*
no offence to clement =x
it's just that, their time management is really good - seeing that they also achieve gold in their CCA, and also some outside school's activties and still manage to score like 30 plus distinctions? zhai *clap hand*
but i think there's one thing that i can be sure of (if i'm not wrong) is that they don't have to work. it's just my speculation, do correct me if i'm wrong =)

though it was boring during the whole waiting-to-go-on-stage and also the collection of the cert, it was like SO much fun during the photographing session!! muahaha~
we even have a mascot - the grad bear (it costs 22$ and it's like only 15cm??!!) courtesy of HuiTing *ahem*
everybody, especially the girls, are fighting to take picture with it *laugh*
everybody manage to take picture with everybody. and despite having a catering, i only tried their green apple salad. delicious~

after which we cab down to Liang Court. we have a total of 11 people, and it was quite late by the time we've finish with whatever we're doing - phototaking and returing of attire (can get back 30$ hor..) the original plan was to go ktv, around 200+$ and 4hrs. which would means singing until 12mn.
and it's impossible, since there are still some people who still need to report to work the next day *hand raise!* so we went to a pub instead~!
a total eye opener. music was loud, our area are cosy, and everybody has fun! hopefully >.<>.< i would rather use that amount to have a nice dinner with dear =x hehe~

i'm falling in love with my current company. LOL. it's totally in sync with my save-the-earth thingie, and we are having this Eat With Family Day (or something). meaning we are going home 1 hr earlier. i just pray i can get a seat xP

2010-05-25T17:28:00.002+08:00

found this on the web - Infinity
it's actually from the Prologue of Nick Gautier's first book.
initially, i though he was just a sidekick-turn-enemy from the series Dark-Hunter, but turns out he has secret that us, the readers, doesn't know about yet.
something i have thinking about, and i felt that this actually answer my answer. sort of..

here it goes -

Freewill.

Some have called it the greatest gift bestowed on humanity. It is our ability to control what happens to us and exactly how it happens. We are the masters of our fate and no one can foist their will on us unless we allow it.

Others say freewill is a crap myth. We have a preordained destiny and no matter what we do or how hard we fight it, life will happen to us exactly as it’s meant to happen. We are only pawns to a higher power that our meager human brains can’t even begin to understand or comprehend.
My best bud, Acheron, once explained it to me like this. Destiny is a freight train rolling along on a set course that only the conductor knows. When we get to the railroad crossing in our car, we can choose to stop and wait for the train to pass us by, or try to pull out in front of it and beat that bad boy across.

That choice is our freewill.

If we choose to rush ahead, the car we’re in might stall on the tracks. We can then choose to try and start the car or wait for the train to plow into us. Or we can get out to run and fight the destiny of the train slamming into us and killing us where we stand. By choosing to run, our foot could get caught in the tracks or we could slip and fall.

We could even say to ourselves, “there’s no way I’m dumb enough to fight the train” and hang back to safely wait. Then the next thing we know, a truck rams us from behind, throwing us straight into the train’s path.

If it is our destiny to be hit by the train, we will be hit by the train. The only thing we can change is how the train turns us into hamburger.

(end)

this is only a small part from the web site. but yes, i think it answers my question. and speaking about the series, it makes me realise that i have not been catching up on it >.< kinda lost touch to it. the author churns out the book too fast and also i felt that the quality is compromised. hopefully, it's not the case for upcoming book. so that i can complete the whole series =)
having gap in the series is like just so wrong. it's as if i'm breaking some kind of law in the universe *shudder*

thinking of cutting my hair short after this job is over. not something like what i had the other time!! *fume* like..just more of a shoulder length. and i don't think bangs suit me, so i have to strike it off my list. maybe those emo thingie fringe? i have no idea what they call it, but it seems kind of cool xP guess i'll have to research on it den =D

does anybody know how to write an appeal letter of 50 meagre words?! that's like the requirement for ntu. bloody hell! one person in some forum said something akin to - like giving chance, but with the 50 words limit, totally no hope.. to which i agree with. unless you're good with words, then it'll be an effortless task.
suddenly feels that uni life seems so far from me T.T wish that i tried a bit harder in the past, then i might not have this problem now. but it's too late for hindsight *shake head*

grad ceremony tml. initially have no thoughts of going, but change my mind. i mean, come on, it's the chance of a lifetime that i'm putting on the robe and taking photos with my friends. after which, all of us would have seperate path to take.
so tml will be quite an eventful day. coz after which we are going somewhere to eat. hopefully cheap =x i have already predicted that it's going to be a fun day tml, no including the waiting time in the hall >.<

2010-05-24T12:12:00.001+08:00

totally got the bb cream, complete with the pact. not sure whether to be happy or not, since another hugh part of my savings gone (like per usual *eye rolling*). and since month end's nearing, i would have to control my spending until my next income arrives. which is going to be around 2 weeks later? *sigh* anyway, just buy and try first lor (as per 'drew's advice..) if it's not good (which i doubt), then maybe never again? xP

haha~ well, tried it on ytd when i get back home. it's just like a liquid foundation, but i think i have to pat it in, not rub like what i did this morning. today's session didnt really cover my pores well, thou i still think they're too big anyway =( then since i'm already trying it out, i dig out my fake eyelashes and 'cop' some eye shadow from my sis, and also her eye liner brush *evil laughter* as always, i have trouble putting the eyelashes in place -
+ lack of practise
+ i'm not wearing glasses T.T
den my mom is sitting beside me (i'm doing it in the kitchen btw), talking about contact lens, about my cousin having an eye infection from it. then i rmb telling her i need a diff type coz my astigmatism is on a higher degree side. and at the same time, i also have light degree of myopia. being me sucks when i would have to spend more if i wanted to get contact lens T.T

i got to admit, my eyes look bigger with the lashes on. muahahah~ (thou i cant fight with my sis, ever. *stare*) haha~
had a fun day dolling up, thou nobody to show it off too xP

went to ikea too, tampines outlet. it's like so near my area, with a direct bus from the interchange. hmmm.. reach there in less then 45mins? and i think the fare is around 1.6$, if the website didnt lie to me. which is definitely cheaper and faster compare to taking the mrt then changing bus..if that's the case, i would rather go to the queenstown outlet.

got the boxes i wanted!! dear dear xin ku le, coz he accompany me all the way there and even helped me looked around for the ideal box i had in mind. we spend around 2hrs inside? =x
gotten what i wanted and pine over those closets and bookshelves that i never had in my life xP our lunch consists of sharing 3 hotdogs and 1 soft drink. and a desert of brownie x)
i could say that it was a cheap but full meal *grin* haha~ we definitely had fun ytd xD

after clearing out the black cabinet which stands in the corner of our room, i found out that there's actually lots of space for other things. so i have this idea to just shift some boxes over and free up one compartment for me to hold my comestic/beauty/jewellery. but before i can do that, i have to organize all the papers/files and books. hence the reason for buying the boxes.
oh ya, what did your guys did with all the old lecture notes now that we have graduated?

unwanted things are throw away, clutter are cleared. what's left is for me to find just one (if he's lucky, two) compartment for my bro.
my bro is a sad case actually.
you know those tall cabinet that's seperated into 5 compartments? he only occupied 3 of them for his clothes. his school stuffs are placed in dad's closet (my dad used that closet for hanging his ironed clothes, so there's at lot of empty spaces at the side). i think that empty spaces are seperated into 4? and he only has access to 2 of them. i guess this is the disadvantage of coming so late into our family. and you can also blame his eldest sister for buying too much books *guilty*
so i promised him ytd night that i'll find one compartment for him, just so that he has a space to call his own in our room bah...and if there's still not enough space, i'm thinking of just getting a big box for him. but finding space for it is another diff idea i have to play around with. room sharing just sucks *sniff*

since month end is round the corner, so is my period with the company in 3 weeks times. how fast time flies *shake head* thou my supervisor speaks of extending my period of working with them, i'll guess i can sit back and see how it goes. thou i hope it will happen =x

2010-05-21T17:37:00.001+08:00

the sole of my heels fall out T.T not one pair, it's two! *argh* during my attachment, the one i'm wearing lasted me for 6 months and going!! *argh* it was just a few days ago when it happen. and just so nice that morning i was just thinking and berating to myself that i have to keep my straying eyes off the shoes since i bought two pairs a few weeks back. and to my chagrin, e sole on my left shoe fall out! bloody hell!! *shook fist at the shoes*
of course i got a new pair, heels, the spoilt one is the ballerina flats type =( so nw, i'm wearing the 6 months plus ballerina flats. hopefully it wouldnt die on me like the other two >.<

hopefully i'm not working on sun, so that i can go ikea *evil laughter* just love going window shopping and if i can get one or two boxes to hold my stuff, all the more better =D since until today, there's no news from my supervisor from the other job, i'm gonna assume that i will be getting on my way on sun le. woohoo~

sleep has been disturbed by dreams lately. dreams i know are insignificant, something to do with everyday life, but after waking up, i still feel like i'm a victim of a stampede despite having almost 8 hrs of sleep. it just sucks..
haven been sleeping till later den 12 for the past 2 weeks since i have been workin everyday. sincerely hope the chance is coming soon xP

updated~

2010-05-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

What would be the most xin tong thing you would felt about if there's a fire in your house? (touchwood, i know)

for me, it's my books collection >.< guess it's something where i didnt lose my interest in and which lasted until nw. think it's influence from my mom, seeing that she has tons of chinese novels in her cabinet. (why i dont have one arh??!! *stare*) ok, anyway. i think i'll defintely try to rush back in and maybe salvage whatever i can. which is totally impossible, as people will defintely try to hold me back. another thing is that, it's like the amount invested in *shrug* 1 book is not cheap hor, at least $18, thou some might be cheaper coz i could have got it on sale =D given my salary i have then, books are like a once every 2 months things? not to forget i'm chasing comic at that time too =( not just one series hor *sniff* and there are also some books which i ordered online, and i dont think i can ever find them in sg bookstore. maybe kino lah, but ya, they dont have everythin also...
but of course the first thing i would worry about would be the well-fare of my family member. but after knowing everyone is safe, all the heart-ache would pour in *sob* hopefully it's something that aint gonna happen. ever.

i was rejected from both nus and ntu *sigh* thinking of appealing to try and see how bah. as Eric (my school's TSO) said, there will always be some people like me trying for 2 or more schools. and if they are better than me, of course one of their choices will accept them. once that happens, i might have a chance. a very heavy emphasis on might. the worse senerio would be my last option, getting into e private u. either mdis (?) or sim *sigh* just kinda seem that i have no 'yuan' with accounting. first in poly, nw this *shake head*
life jus suck when it's not going my way *pout*

been a long time since i have meet up wif everyone except my dear. wonder how's e rest doin? and by that, i mean everyone. since i have started workin (it's seems like forever already), lesser and lesser time are dedicated to my friends. and my parents are not helping matters too, given the meager allowance i got every month. please lor, i have to pay for my bill that time also de hor. by the time i've eaten by lunch for the whole week, i would have negative saving (if i'm not workin..) and the allowance in poly? not much of a diff. in the end, the money just seem to be somethin extra i can use T.T not something i can survive on.
i dunno whether i'm lucky coz i'm workin dat time, or i'm suay coz when my mom has the concept that since i'm workin, she doesnt need to give me much. and she still expect me to give her some money every month (which i refuse to do so, and act blur everythin she mentioned it) *sigh* but anythin i can agree is that she doesnt realli know how much it takes to eat outside *shake head* it's not the same as in the past, where $0.50 (or even lesser) can get you a big bowl of something..cant realli blame her since she have work in the society before >.<
p.s. nw i got try giving her some per month, not to say dun have...

had a new temp admin job, thanks to serene's friend for introducing it to me. but got the feeling i kena cut veg head. coz i went through her agency, thus part of my salary would be deducted for their commision. heard from jh that it's like 50% of his total pay. so example if he's workin for $2/hr, the agent would be deducting $2 from each hr he's workin (if anyone get what i'm trying to say..). naturally i'm shock when i heard that, it's like.. O_O WTF!!! althou to say what i'm having is also kinda high nw (compared to the market rate, 5.5/hr if i'm not wrong), but i dun mind getting more =x
the staffs here are friendly so it's a relieve. and my company is kinda small, only having around 20 ppl workin on this level? and i get to know somethin, there're 2 NP students here!! woohoo~ *dance* e guy is the previous intern, but extend until he needs to go in for NS. the other girl is year 2010 1st intake for interns. damn cool lah, i tell you. at least got ppl around my age *beam*
and since i'm working at raffles place, there's quite a lot of things to eat around my area. from amoy street to lao pa sa, there's even the golden bridge and golden shoe. thou the golden shoe is kinda far. but ya, not scare nth to eat or too expensive. unlike my attachment where we have to take the shuttle bus out or walk to abc foodcourt >.< unless got transportation lah (which is rare), den different matter liao =x

been trying to take better care of my face, which means using sun screen, since i'm not as young anymore. and thinking of using bb cream. have you all research abt it? it just seem to be the god of all facial product out there, except for makeup remover in my opinion, coz you have to use that to remove the cream whenever you're washing your face at night *laugh*
been wondering whether it's necessary for me to add it in my regime, and beside that, whether i'll continue using it until the whole tube is finish is another question *eye roll* so ya, still debating about it. and my mom is like, "up to you lor, if you want then you might think of getting this *point to My Paper 19/5 article*. Not bad, got oil control." *sigh*
still weighting the pros and cons of it. plus, i think ebay and some online auction from yahoo is selling the product cheaper then what you would actually get from watson/guardian (at least for what i'm thinking of getting..) must ponder more on this issue.
yes, the product is great, i might even say fabulous, looking at the way every girls and every review is raving over it. the problem is just me - whether i have the determination to use finish the whole bloody tube and not waste my money by stopping after a while *argh*
sometimes i just loath this part of personality of mine =(

2010-04-18T00:58:00.001+08:00

*sigh*

Surprise!

2010-04-12T23:23:00.001+08:00

And e surprise of all surprises, something which I thot would never happen. I met Dez while workin juz nw x) come on, I knew she worked at kino, I've been dere quite a few time recently, and no, i have never seen her at all. (but could also be coz Ngee ann city's kino is like damn huge) anyway, ya, surprise~ haha~ it's good to see her again thou I wish that we met up often, but due to conflicting time scheldule, it's somethin we might have to work around someday, k Dez? =)

Expectations

2010-04-11T23:23:00.001+08:00

Sometimes when expectation are set a tab higher den previously, thou e disappointment feelin isn't as big, it's still there *sigh* it's just that I know that it's kinda a time-wasting task, but e heart still yearns for it *pout*
Just that..ya lor, disappointed only bah =(
but as mom would say, just remember what good he has done years ago to "make up" for his current fault (takin about my dad xP) I also didn't know my dad was that sweet in e past *goosebumps n shiver* guess it's a mom n dad thing *gagging motion*

Workin as a taxi surveyor has taugh me something: it's actually better to take e public transport back home unless u have lots of time to spare or pay e extra charge when u call for one. Seriously, I have seen people waiting at the taxi stand for hours plus just for 1 freaking taxi to turn in. N durin the night, I got the feelin that unless u're payin for surcharge, e driver wouldn't even wait at a taxi stand unless in changi or just nice that u manage to flag him down by e main road. Just my point of view =D

Sleeplessness

2010-04-02T23:34:00.000+08:00

I could blame it on e newly-changed bedsheet, but I know e true reason of why I'm not able to sleep last night. Hope it's not gonna be e same thing again tonight *rub eye*

2010-03-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

i'm finally blogging from my laptop!!
some previous posts are done from my phone =x
lotta things happenin, just that it's either i'm sleepin my day away or dat i'm busy workin, thus the no update thingie.
went for chalet. an overnight chalet~~!! *smirk*
it's bloody fun!!
we had BBQ (as usual) where i get to see all the guys (mayb jus a handful lah) hunching over the control of the game console learnin tricks from the "da shi" on Naruto. den got ppl tryin to "rescue" a cat that was living on the roof of the bungalow. the most interesting was e night cycling till changi village >.< i was the slowest, no surprise there T.T but i also has to be extra careful, coz all my frens personal belonging are in the basket of my bike =) and "we" even played in the pool!! wahahha~
(juz me n terry dragging dear into the pool, and the unsuccessful 'drowning' of yuann T.T)
overall, despite it's my 1st time being at e chalet for such a long period of time, i seriously enjoyed myself. so ya, thanks guys =D

gotten back my result. it's like my last result of the year and everything, but i didna do as well as i would have like to. B+. a fucking B+ *sigh* guess i'm asking for the moon when i know my presentation isnt that well, just felt that i let down my mentor bah *sigh* so currently i'm trying my best to get into an uni, if i did get into one. jia you lo~
same to all my frens who are also doing their best!!

Ew factor gag

2010-03-16T16:17:00.000+08:00

I have always hated goin to a public toilet. It's like..my goodness *shudder*
either e seat is dirty, or splash with urine. E urine is still ok, at least I can wipe it off wif tissue (if there's any left by e time I used it) but e dirty footprint??!! Come on lah!! It's designed like a chair, looks like a chair, can't any ppl just sit on it to do their business?? *eye-rollin* e chance of you falling when you're squatting on e seat is there, e chance of e seat breaking if it's unable to handle ur weight is there, n I think e most disguestin is that e chance of your foot falling inside is also there lor.. Imagine when you're doing big business *gaggin motion*
Another worse would be those sanitary bins *shiver* sometimes so full that e cover would even close properly. of coz there are some public out there that's up to standard, my home's standard, or even better. Those that are not can be found in neighborhood shopping mall and also mrt. Do correct me if I'm wrong.
Sometimes it seems that ppl (not all, just generalizing) are not at their best behavior when they're outside. They just seem to let go. Just look at e mess they left behind after they have eaten (experience ppl T.T) or even e toilet, I bet that they would dare to do that at home where they would have to clean up the messes xD

Ps. I always got e feelin dat e men's toilet are worse xP

A bedroom to myself evil laughter

2010-03-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

I have always envy those ppl wif a room by themselves. Where they have a right to place their things, a right to mess up their room, juz because the room is theirs to do as they like with it. Things misplaced are always found, coz if it's not here, it could only be there.
My stuffs? Forget it, there's some in this cabinet in my room, some in my mom's room, some in some hidden wardrobe in my mom's room too. And i think there's some in e living room too, thou i'm not really sure. It's juz like everywhere, that's one reason why I hate to search for my things n will just ask my mom instead. She's the one always tidyin up after ourselves XP (another thing I love about her XD)
But one thing I don't like would be sleeping on my own, guess i'm use to it. Where at night I can hear e grinding of my bro's teeth, e sometimes dream-talkin my sis would have. It jus felt so lonely when I slept alone in e room.
E selfish reason I wanted my own room? To have a big bookshelf to have easy access to all my books *evil laughter*
imagine, I can juz grab a book off e shelf n enjoy it on my bed. Dat to me is e ultimate enjoyment ever XP

2010-02-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

busy busy week. but at least all over nw.
attachment - over.
presentation, thou i think mine sux - over.
napfa - silver. *evil crackle*
so in a way, i'm counted as a graduate student le bah =D
ps. looking for job, any lobang?? =X

went for a pub interview, e salary damn fuckin attractive.
$8/hr for 2 weeks, after confirmation - $10/hr. n is weekl pay somemore.
my goodness *swoon* thou e working hr a bit.. topsy turvy (9pm till 5am.)
but i think it's kinda worth it, considering that i have to earn as much as possible if i'm thinkin of replayin e money for e uni (if i did get in) ASAP.
i'm lookin at a lot of assumption here actually.
1. e boss told me e waitress will call me, n he thanked me for goin all the way down to clark quay. it's such a sure sign he's not gonna hire me.
2. my application for NTU is still not done yet. reason - uploading of result. coz i need e official copy which i have misplaced. hope e email to my sku xam section helped. if not, i would have to go down to school le >.<

as fast time flies, it's CNY once again.
and once again, i'll be spending it in SG again. no surprise here actually, it has been so long since i have spend my CNY with my relatives that i have forgotten how long it actually has been T.T
as usual, will be working at mac. not bad lah, 3 day of hong baos from company, 2 days of double-pay. at least my paltry pay (as compared to what i should be havin) helps in this kinda situation XP
warning - work related.
as usual with her doing the shift, everythin all fucked up and screwed upside down. i mean - does she has to put weak crew in the kitchen where it's e most crucial??!! not to say i'm hao lian or anythin, but i was sellin ice-cream today. in e freakin mornin, where the sales is like.. is there even people buyin?? O_O most of the time i was just standing there looking at the counter people rushing about, trying to cope with the crowd that reaches our entrance. basically, i was enjoying myself today, since i'm having such a relax time today XP but seriously, my chance of being in the dessert kiosk in the wee morning is so rare that i even have a chance of winning a lucky draw *eye rollin*
a new crew who just learnt the steps today, a crew who are not familiar with morning procedure are placed at the counter front. how mishandled can it get? *shake head* as my 1st assistant has said, "Doesnt she know her crew?" Being away for attachment for 1 mth at another store is not excuse enough to forget the strength and weakness of your crews. *stare*
ok, enough of her *argh* juz hope she's not workin tml o_O

V.day tomorrow, kinda weird that i'm not celebrating with dear =(
oh well, everytime we meet is kinda like v.day anyway =X *giggle*
minna san~ enjoy your day tomorrow.
hope dat those gambles will win money, those not?? enjoy catchin up.
those really bored? too bad for you then =X

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND VALENTINE DAY!!!

ps. i think i fall in love with dez's 2/03/10's post *shriek*

2010-02-01T15:22:00.001+08:00

gonna be busy, n i thot i was so over it by next wed.. *sigh*
8th - hand in hard copy
10th - final presentation
12th - NAPFA
zomg! O_O
it's like.. i thot i'm gonna be free after e presentation??!!
noooooo~~ *sinkin into a vortex*
guess i'll have to somehow train up for e napfa, n dat's like lotta things sia..
from 2.4 to standing board jump to mayb inclined pull up?? *shake head*
heard from my guy got some jacket, so *evil laughter*
gotta pull my bro to help me le *evil smile*
but after next week, i'm freeeee~~!!
juz had to start lookin for a job, hopefully i'm able to find one dat i'm satisfied wif XP
was plannin to work somewhere in e office?
but if it's not possible, mayb somewhere as a waitress or cashier bah, as long as i'm higher paid as conpare to mac *eye rollin*
any1 has any idea as to wat's e basic for a part-timer nw?

tis fri's e last day of my IA, it was fun while it lasts.
but no, didna regret comin here at all (despite e long distance n everythin)
after all, it's e company i wanted to come (coz of e pay *eye rollin*)
but hey, it's an eye-opener. so ya *shrug*

hair's been gettin long, juz feel like going back to dat guy who gave me dat waayyy-short haircut e other time.
but as usual, my financial status is givin me a pause *stare at my wallet*
plus, i gotta have some money to pay for e application for the uni. *sigh*
juz hope i get into one =)

2010-01-27T16:51:00.001+08:00

went over my budget e other day when i was shoppin for CNY clothes.
but at least i was satisfied, gettin somethin dat's finally not black tis yr *eye rollin*
anyway, thanks dear for coming along and helping me to choose =) *muackx*
since i overspend, was kinda broke nw. as always..
it's a habit?? or juz a coincidence?? *sigh*
how much can a girl save when she doesnt take any allowance from her parents and wif jobs that pay peanuts? *shake head*
still, can say still alive bah, jus need to take note of how much i'm spending on food onli lor..

kinda worried abt my sis, not passing CT and having to cope wif e political issues in her class.
bitches!! get away from my sis!! *rawr*
at least nw she got frens to call her own bah, dat's still a relieve.
juz hope dat she'll do well enough to at least pass those subj bah =D
den dere's still my bro - p6 tis yr le..
hope he buck up lor *shake head*

pretty damn fast de lor, my IA gonna fin soon.
but i still have my presentation and final report to do and submit.
guess will be chionging tonight for e report le bah..
jia you!!
not only for me, but also for those havin IA right nw.
and also to those ppl havin lab tests *shudder* and wateva.
jia you!
woohoo~ gonna graduate soon!!! =X

another turn in life, and what will it bring us next? =)

2010-01-26T22:32:00.001+08:00

It's not my eyes, so wat else could it be?
Is a hole being drill in my brain O.O
Let me hope dat it's not n e pain to go away soon..

Prank call O.O

2010-01-20T11:37:00.001+08:00

Had a "nice" surprise e other day - a prank call.
That "person" somehow knew my name, n surprisingly, called my house no too.
Let me recall wat she said.. Arh.. "Chou za bo! Chou nu ren!" before she hang up. I was totally flabbergast!
I meant like.. What e fuck is wrong wif ppl nowadays? E he'll wrong wif their thinking? But I was also kinda amused, a little excitment at e start of e day *eye Rollin* n e length ppl would go to coz distress at someone else's expenses.

Let me juz hope it's not a oversea call. XP

2010-01-18T23:04:00.001+08:00

Wanted to be unreasonable.
Nvm, juz hope my eyes are not swollen tml..

2010-01-16T19:43:00.002+08:00

dear juz told me abt those comments left on e blogspot.
went and read, n was totally disgusted *tsk tsk*
e blog is abt a grp of students sellin NP jackets for their I&E,
n apparently some students are "upset" over it *shake head*
from what i can glean from e comment is that those jackets is only given to those who participated in competition kinda things.
so it's more of a item that is "earned" from ur hard work.
well, there's always two side of a coin.
a never ending debate and argument..

going to have to find another job soon, any one with recommendation or ''connection" XP
hehe~
have to start savin up le.. *sigh*
dun even know whether i can make it into govt de or not..
kinda resent this, changin my course suddenly in the middle when my mind is so called set..
kinda like drivin on a straight road den suddenly u-turnin bah..
damn *frown*
but i guess i'm changin my destiny by decidin on this course,
let juz hope i have enough courage to carry it thru *beam*

2010-01-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

hey guys, thinkin i might be needin help.
turns out dat i might be con and all dat stuff. NOT!
juz kiddin =X
is help lah, juz not on dat level.
been changin my mind abt going to uni.
even my dad has threatened me wif it (previous post, thx)
but, *eye rollin* (there's always one..) everythin is sooo kinda last min, and i'm graduatin soon.
hopefully.
so any1 has any recommendation as to which uni.
i'm thinkin along SIM or NUS bah..
but i think mayb my gpa cmi, so only left SIM bah..
haiz..
thinkin of goin into business, somethin like accountancy =P
hope i'm not thinkin too far ahead of myself.

thankz guy!!

2010-01-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

Let me hope dat it's my imagination goin overdrive. *sigh*

2010-01-10T13:38:00.001+08:00

I can't believed dat my dad actually ask me to go uni if I wanted to stay overnight at e upcoming chalet.
I mean it's like wat e hell lor.. Not as if it's a simple decision, n where's e money comin from??? O.o
Ok, I noe n I'm thinking of goin to one too, after hearin advices from my supervisors n ppl I encounter when I was on site. It does seems dat gettin dat piece of cert. is gettin more n more impt, but does my dad has to use it as a bargaining chip? O.O
Wat can I say? My dad is cute XP

Juz lost my voice, was juz a sore throat ytd mornin. But as I work, my voice juz get more n more hoarse. T.T
I believed dat it's e 1st time it's so serious lor.. Juz hope I'll recover soon >.<

My attachment is comin to an end soon, meaning I gonna work on my final report soon. *remind myself, remind myself*

Jia you!!

2010-01-02T21:58:00.001+08:00

consequences be damned, decisions are make up n unlikely to change..

2009-12-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

ok, e previous is on 2009. solely for her.
tis one is only abt me XP

i noe, i noe..
same thing, been busy on site. so sorry >.<

i have a great clique outing~~
miss everyone >.<
it's so good to be able to catch up wif everybody and find out wat's happenin in everybody's life =D
i juz hope dat e next one wouldnt take so long to be organized again.
hehe~

it seems like i've kinda wean off fb nw.
been lazy to log on n play any thing on it.
but i guess dat's gonna change when i'm back in office T.T
speakin of attachment, there's only 2 more mths left!! O_O
hope i'm able to at least finish off one project before i leave the company >.<
jia you jia you!!
den after this, i guess i would have to start lookin for a job le bah >.<
*sigh*

oh, did i mention abt the overnight thingie in e chalet??
ya, it's like almost everybody got drunk playin e zhong ji mi ma.. (no thankz to andrew..)
but it's interestin to see how ppl would react when they're drunk *ahem*
wahahah~
an unforgetable experience XP

n sometimes, i realli hate my guy's 6th sense.
where's e fun when he has already guess dat i'm gonna give him a gift?? *argh*
there goes e surprise *sniff*
but at least he didna manage to guess wat it is (actually he did, i juz deny it XP)
he like i jiu happi liao~~

k ppl,
emjoy ur night out arh~
n 1 more thing,
be careful hor ^^

2009-12-31T14:30:00.002+08:00

yep, today is the last day of 2009.
times pass fast, yada yada yada *eye roll*
no matter wateva happen, time is somethin dat wouldnt ever stop and every1 wouldnt ever have enough of.
n no, i still dun feel any diff from 2008, except to note that i'm 1 yr older. again.
despite my unwillingness XP
but i still think 2009 is a pretty cool yr, bringin me oh so closer to my big 2-oh age,
and also forging friendship closer. (that's wat i like to think >.<)
i got a new phone tis yr, so it's pretty much a cool thing.
but i guess my bikin lessons would have to wait till next yr, after all my "debts" are settled >.<
i have gain an understandin into the workin life when i went for my attachment.
how it's like, and confirm my decision in not workin ever in wat i'm studyin >.<
which is a waste of money, nw dat i think abt it.. *sigh*

it is also tis yr in which i nv have a good result, havin a gpa of onli 2.somethin in my 1st sems.
guess i'm not hardworkin enough bah *shake head*
lotta things happened - my 1st overnight, my 1st bike ridin at east coast, my taste of disappointment when e dancing lessons are reschedule.

i cant realli say i wouldnt miss it, but i'm lookin forward to wat 2010 is bringing me *grin*

2009-12-15T14:17:00.000+08:00

ya, i know, i haven been updating lately.
coz is like i've been busy on site.
and not only dat, there's no wireless there *fume*
so i can only rot there when there's nth for me to do.
which strangely only happen when lester is around. LOL
juz an observation hor..

i've gotten a new phone!!! woohoo *dance*
an iPhone to be exact >.<
well, i would have wanted to get Satio 2mths ago.
but since M1 is offering it and i think it's too good a deal to throw away XP
but i still own dad money, since he fork out for me 1st.
anyway, my dad rocks!!
not only does he waited tgt wif me (we waited around 2.5 hrs hor..)
thou he did lim copi and find a place to sit down - my dad clever de hor..
he's did fork out xtra money when i realise i misquote the price to him e other night >.<
well, there was tis pregnant lady in front of the queue waiting tgt wif her husband,
i juz dun understand y e husband dun persuade her to find a place (like mac where it's soooo near) to sit down *frown*
my mom is like, "coz 1st child n newly wedded mah, stick tgt lor..if is me i'll be lookin for a seat lor..'
which i totally agree =D

after the trip back to malaysia to have my cousin's weddin dinner,
e parents brought back 2 more additional ppl O_o
my grandmother and another cousin of mine. haha~
heard dat they'll be stayin for 2 weeks =D
it's like for this cousin of mine, e last time since i saw her was like when she was 4??
those kinda stuffs lah.. so a bit excited.
not only dat, she's quite out-going. so i think it'll be easier ot talk to bah ^^
oh ya, my bro takes lotta pic when he got back.
it's only dat quite a lot are blur *roll eye*
n he still says he know how to take *shake head*
but sia~ all my cousins all grown up le lor..
handsome de become more handsome, especially ah xia. den punk de more punk *cover eyes*
ah ke also, so pretty~ but no photo, can only hear abt it. haha~
hope dat i'll be able to see em soon bah =)

yeah~~ finally the details for e clique is settle~~ woohoo *wave hands in e air*
it has been quite long since we had a meeting, n it's due~
thankz to everyone for making the time out to meet and organize ^^

desires to get things are gettin more n more suppressed.
until they are gone.
so wat i'm doin nw is juz tryin to control my expenses in order to make end meet.
(y i say until i very poor like dat arh? O_o)
like wat i'm tryin to say is dat..
ermmm.. no mood to get any stuffs for myself right??
(ok, except for the phone *eye rolling*)
ya, after thinkin on n on abt it. suddenly it jus seem dat i could either use the same amt of money to buy food, or dat it doesnt seem to be as appealing as it used to be *nod head*
another growing phase in my life =)

juz realise dat for e last 2 mths of the yr, my activities n money usage is a bit xiong >.<
gosh.. have to walk the budget line liao *shake head*
hopefully next mth can handle bah..
let me see
18th - bbq n overnight
19th - hopefully no work
20th - clique~
22th - goin into malaysia
23th - free dinner~ (hopfully)
24th - help my colleague
25th - work (coz got double pay)
26th - help my colleague *sob*
it's fully pack O_O
jia you!!

2009-12-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

i cant rmb when i dun wake up at 6 in e mornin.
only when i'm goin to sku or when i'm goin on site do i do dat.
i misses those times when i still continue lyin in my bed after i wake up at 10 plus =P
by wakin up at 6 in e mornin, i am able to fetch a ride on my dad's bike to Kranji Mrt.
thus helpin me to save $0.69 of bus fees.
not a lot, by if i go to office everyday like dat. it does help me save my money.
sure, i can walked to the interchange - 20 mins.
and walking when e sun is blazing high up in e sky *shudder*
i still got to stay in the office for almost the whole day, thank you.

people goin into malaysia.. so good that i;m burnin wif envious.
y does it have to be tis seasons?? holidays seasons when almost everybody are out havin fun or travelling.
unlike e previous years, my family members are quite avtive tis yr.
they jus went into JB last sun, goin in again to my parent's hometown, Kelantan, to have a weddin dinner on the 10th.
[dinner is on 11th night]. after the dinner, they are goin to have some fun at my aunt's dere. at Kluang.
happi lor..den i gotta stayed at home and wake up by myself to go to work.
stupid attachment, nw dat i look at it. it does seems to be the wrong time *fume*
dat say, Ah Win is going back to his hometown - Penang. jus ytd in fact, boarding the plane at 2 =)
den e Mac clique went ot Kota Tinggi *tear hair out*
i wanna go also *sniff*
but dun worri, my turn's comin soon. heard that on e 22th is 冬至, but before knowing of dat fact, my mom already ask me to apply for an off day so dat we can go in to my uncle's house. so ya, could be quite a big event with 3 family tgt - mine, my uncle's and my aunt's. hehe~ cant wait to see my cousin and go shopping (i hope =P )

oh, attention to my clique!!!
i'll be havin a bbq and overnight on the 18th and 19th. so please try not ot organize anythin on those 2 days.
thankz lots =)

it's gonna be my 1st overnight in the whole of 19 years i have been living. so it's kinda a big thing.
firstly, i have to say thanks to my dad for helping me to presuade my mom to let us go along. (with mac clique)
secondly, i have to apologize to my dear for being away on fri and sat >.<
thirdly, thankz to May and those people like Shan Shan, Andrew and others for throwing somethin like this. (and they even helped me applied leave on sat lor *eye rolling* )
thankz XD

2009-12-03T15:28:00.000+08:00

as ppl might have realised, the previous is suppose to be on 2/12/09.
not today de, but guess i was lazy XP *shrug*
go figure..

jus went to Popeye for lunch at Changi just nw.
was originally lookin for mac, but since we are at terminal 1, too bad T.T
it was either we risk e rain by taking mrt back (dark clouds in e sky people...) or had something at T1 and take e shuttle bus back.
(yes, my company has shuttle bus to diff location everyday *grin*)
it was..alright.
not earthshatterin nor so bad until i wanna vomit.
but could be juz me, where everythin i've eaten is alright. e only thing that can get my praise??
when e veg is well done like my mom.
see?? i compare every food i have eaten with my mom's =D
her cookin's still e best, and plus, i dun have to fork out any money for it =X
it's jus a pity dat i have not yet learn any dishes from her despite havin home cooked dunner everyday =(

not a lot of things are happenin in my life nw.
jus e usual routine where i go to work, work and meet my guy.
other den dat, it's me trying to get enough rest.
there seems to be so many things i've been wanted to get done.
like signin up for bike lesson - den i would have to get a helmet and hide it dunno where,
my x-stitch - yes.. it's still not done yet T.T
saving up money - i'm still struggling
losing some weights - tryin out jogging, but have to control my food intake >.<
watching drama - Momo Love - but i lazy to chase, so i guess either i ask who has it, or i go buy..
so many things to do, yet i am unable to fork out or find the time for me.
my nature is gonna turn against me some day *shake head*
and 2009 is ending soon.
gonna miss u dude >.<

woohoo~
buffet at a hotel tml. guess it's wat we deserved after we helped out in the relo XD
a light breakfast for me tml then *evil laughter*
i'm munchin on almonds currently, which helped with my greedy mouth.
healthy also. but there's a Kit Kat Chunky in front of me. LOL
but i'm still havin some form of vit from the nuts which is still good.
but also helped fill up my stomach ^^
ya i noe, greedy me =P

since i saw a shop sellin bicycle in the market, i though of gettin one for my bro.
my dad's is too high for me and there's some prob wif e seat, so it cant be adjust.
not only dat, e wheels are flat; which can be remedy.
but no, my mom is scared that somethin might happened to my lil bro while riding it.
then i'm like - if he doesnt learn nw, den when is he going to learn??
*sigh* i know her concern, but isnt dat a tad overprotective?? *shake head*
it's e same wif my bike lesson, or when my sis is out tooo late at night...
2 bad for my bro den, mayb i might bring him to east coast some day XP

2009-12-03T10:24:00.001+08:00

anyone read the paper ytd.
the chinese - xin ming. think it was the last page.
where a dad had to choose between saving his wife and his son.
it is a tough decision.
i think it's e same as asking a guy 'who would you choose to save if ur mom and me falls into the water?' but in this scenario, it's his son and wife.
in the end, he chose his wife, knowing he has a higher chance of saving her. and not risking all their life by trying to save both.
from wat i have read, e son has already lost his awareness by bumping his head.
maybe the pain i felt is not as deep as it should be because it seem far away.
but no, i wouldnt wish to have this situation happen, either to myself, to my family nor my friends.
i can imagine how deep the pain would go, and how one would always feel guilty.
from all those what-if questions...

another wet socks day T.T
i love it when it rains, but please, dun get my socks wet please *stare*
do you know how cold and clammy *ewwwwww~*
but luckily e one i'm wearing today is those thin silky silky type,
so it did dry in some time after putting my poor feet onto the carpet floor in the office =X
had lunch at tampines - lester wif his $2.30 nasi lemak add rice and me wif my $2.60 bee hoon wif egg, veg and hotdog.
walking the road of budget XP
it was pretty alright, at least it was still hot =D
plus, i have the craving for it this morning.
go figure *shrug*

haha~ lester tio scam by supervisor and wx ytd.
damn funny sia..
kinda like both of them (supervisor and wx) chat wif lester (the unknowingly victim) using ebuddy.
den using info glean from the chat, my supervisor msg lester *rofl*
he immediately panic lor.. den call wx to ask *laughter*
i also heard that my supervisor was planning to call lester to ask where he is if he did leave office early XP
in the end, e plan to sneak back home early was foiled, but we did learnt a lesson.
nv mess wif the 2 of them *laughter*

found this

"Loving someone means you have to open yourself up to the possibility of being hurt emotionally, because if you don’t, you could miss out on the greatest happiness you’ll ever know.”

updatin~

2009-12-01T14:23:00.001+08:00

strained relationships.
jus somethin dat pop in2 my mind suddenly, have no idea why also >.<
it is something that happens when e atmosphere between two good friends suddenly became tensed, maybe even awkward.
it could be cause by arguments without finding a neutral spot.
or it could also be cause by behavior, where the other party suddenly act out of sort.
or it could be because one of the party felt betrayed by the other one
- from the words
- from the action
yes, it might seem to be between two people.
but how about the rest of the people who are interconnected without the group.
all will be torn between both sides, and filled with worried.
hmmm..
just food for thoughts

i hate my digestive system.
healthy people are suppose to go to the toilet everyday.
but me?? *argh*
one week got one time also happy liao lor T.T
which is kinda sad.
which is also totally so not freaking good for my body!!!
we need the trip coz it'll help out clean out e waste,
to prevent toxic from getting into our bloodstream and thus harmin our body.
and yadda yadda yadda..
i can imagine that my body is overflowing with rubbish and having no idea as to when the rubbish trunk is comin to collect them T.T
prune juice and soybean helped.
but it is sick the way i have to go to the toilet that often.
other den dat..
i have tried yogurt,
beside it providing me with calcium and filling up my stomach,
nothin~ *sob*
i have tried some concoction my mother mixed up - peppermint with orange something de..
suppose to help..
but juz make my stomach feels even more bloated up..
guess it might be coz of my lack of exercise bah..
[i can imagine wx n zx noddin their head at this pt *stare* ]
加油吧!
我不争气的肠胃~

juz fin bleach.
everybody is putting their faith in ichigo nw.
n e plot is getting..messy??
actually no leh..
it's jus e good guys against the bad,
but dun think it's gonna end anytime soon.
currently 3 battles are going underway,
btw 00 [??] and the 2 cute captains >.<
another one is aizen and Shinji [finally he fight~!]
another comin is with the blind guy with the creature-like captain.
sure, it is getting exciting. but the series is taking toooooo long...
but guess such things cant be rushed, if not, there would be no substance..
like books like dat - which i am referring to the DarkHunter series.
the author is churning out so many books in one go then it kinda lost its appeal.
thou i would still like to complete the series, it's has somehow lost its meaning..
it's juz like it doesnt seem as enjoyable as it used to be..

have to say a big thank you to my dear~ *grin*
he suggested that we go to far east tgt on sun,
so that i would have time to rest on mon >.<
thank you~~
thou i was late. oppz =X
we went to check out what May has found for me the other day she was there - a Jack pouch, hopefully big enough to hold my psp. [actually is me who wanted to see it =P]
it fits, but then, there wasnt enough cushion to really protect the console.
so i have gotten a badtz-maru's pouch. kawaii~~!!
i would adored to get a Jack's [or mayb Stitch or Angel] psp pouch, but it's ok ^^
didna see anything else that catches my eyes despite walkin up and down Far East while waiting for that shop to open. is my taste getting higher or i am too fixated on a certain style??
saw a shawl, but luckily didnt buy it because of my tight budget *relieve*
and plus, there's lots at home which i can always borrow *smirk*

due to Sunday's activity, i was unable to travel to Malaysia on Sun T.T
it was either that or goin to town wif dear.
well, there will always be some stuff that must be prioritized *nod head*
and i will be going there for some family reason anyway =)

had a restful afternoon ytd.
somethin which i haven done for quite a while - sleeping till evening.
can say it's refeshing, my body feels more relaxed and rested.
guess i have not been gettin enough sleep bah..
thou i hope i can do it more often =P

e little price u paid for being the only youngest person who is able-bodied to carry heavy load for the aunties in the morning - scratches and bruises.
not to mention i might have to 'climb' to get to the products they want, which i just did ytd in the freezer. *brrrr*
but at least it's better than getting burn from hot oil and having big and ugly scars that would ever heal =)
hope i wouldnt nv had those kind of ugly scars *hand clasp tgt tightly*

cheated!!

2009-11-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

i was cheated of a off day by ivy!!!
*scream*
already planned my Mon by 1st informing my immediate supervisor,
den finally e formal supervisor.
den she drop e qns tis mornin *argh*
my plan
- sleep in
- go far east look for my thing
- get home early nap
i need some form of rest >.<
sure,
i might have it almost every Sunday.
but it doesn't seem to be enough *sigh*
could be e late night,
could even be e doing-nothing in the office dat's causing me to be more tired than i usually am...
been getting back-ache,
which can be due from my bag.
i have actually weight it once,
with my laptop, notebook, psp, charger, console cable, usb converter, lock for the laptop, umbrella, water bottle and other miscellaneous stuffs.
a total of 10 kg O_O
no wonder lah T.T
but no choice,
unless i wan to carry my laptop in my hand which would be highly inconveniently whenever i am taking either bus or mrt...
lazy of me, i know.
but unless there is another alternative (like having someone to carry everything for mi =X)
den i would rather carry everything in my backpack n go to work jus like dat..

anyone noticed it was Thanksgiving day ytd??
from wiki
"Thanksgiving Day is a harvest festival celebrated primarily in the United States and Canada. Traditionally, it is a time to give thanks for the harvest and express gratitude in general. While perhaps religious in origin, Thanksgiving is now primarily identified as a secular holiday."
While that's true for both US and Canada, for Grenada and Netherlands, it has a totally different meaning altogether.
ps. both all 3 links are from the same place =D

is there any more chivalrous guys left in this world??!!
[i noe my guy is one XP]
jus e other day, while i was standing in the mrt cabin during rush hr,
it jus happen dat there is a empty seat in front of me when e person get down at his station.
i dunno whether it's because i'm playing game,
the guy [heavy emphasize] next to me rush into that seat.
it happens when i was going home during the evening also.
and that guy still has e cheek to glance up at me *stare*
i mean,
come on la..
at least have the bloody courtesy to ask the lady first isn't it??!! *pissed*
is dat guy so weak that he cant even stand a few more stops before getting down??
if he's an old uncle where nobody even offers him a seat,
hey, i dun mind.
or if he is already occupying e seat before me,
it's ok.
but to cut in front of a lady who just nice has an empty seat in front??
outrageous!
if u dun wanna ask, at least wait a while to see whether e lady wanna occupy it or not lah...
which 1 uncle did actually, during e evening part...
guess i'll jus chalk it up to my bad experience wif guys...

to all my malay friends,
Selamat Hari Raya Haji =D

little bit of randomness

2009-11-26T14:44:00.001+08:00

random little thingies
- I usually dun comb nor brush my hair, only when I rmb XP
- I love eating choco, especially dark choco. but dun ask mi abt e origin -_-
- my closets has consists more of black den any other color.
- my hair is a little bleached from the sun, so it's more of a mixture of dark brown n black. (teachers always ask whether I dye my hair or not O_o)
- coffee has absolutely no effect on mi
- loves to curl up in bed wif a good book, n if it's up 2 mi, I wouldn’t even have to leave for e smallest thing like dinner n toilet break XD
- I’m bad wif alcohol. can’t last after e 2nd or 3rd cup >.<
- I prefer cat over dog. cats just seem more approachable, if they're in e mood...
- think I might be a bad mother someday. my mom's already complaining dat I’m spoiling my brother XP

Christmas is coming.
so what's on my Christmas list??
hmmm...
i wants books!!! *evil laughter*
I would like to have a never ending amount of books for me to roll around in,
thou dat wouldn’t be comfortable. haha~
but seriously, despite having a psp,
I still crave for e feel of a book in between my hand.
e games abate e lust for a while,
but it still doesn’t hold my attention for long...
*argh* how long has it been since I have actually read an actual instead of those eBooks I found online??!!
ya sure, I have actually gotten some e other days.
secretly of coz, n if my mom ask??
'buy very long liao de, just dat nv take out to reread again mah...’
muaahhaha~
but seriously, I have to get back to my 1st love soon.
if not, I might expire from deprivation >.<
dere is no excuse I can use to condone my attitudes books lately *nod head*

e attachment is said to be 6 mths.
but after calculation, in exact facts,
is only 5 mths.
and till now,
almost 3 mths have passed.
n I haven even saved any amounts of e salary I have been drawing!!!
zomg!!
this is like so not good *panic*
let mi review back on what I have 'planned'
- getting a new phone
- getting motorbike lesson
- just saving up b4 21, so that my bank wouldn’t be short of $2 every months.
I can choose to blame it on food,
but e biggest thing at fault here??
my greedy mouth *pissed*
I realized that I have been spending more money on food than is necessary,
and not only that,
there is that constant craving to bite into something *argh*
but now that I think of it,
there is also transport, bills and some other miscellaneous stuff that I also have to spend money on.
so ya,
mouth is forgiven again.
but let me just hope that 'you' wouldn’t be making the same mistake again *firm*
(hope that I can actually make it through XP)

bored. out of my freakin mind

2009-11-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

juz another bored day in e office.
not bad, at least doing somethin - waiting for e download to be done.
as per nw,
i'm installing visio per Louis instruction.
but since e comp doesnt has a cd reader,
nor does e cd reader i have borrow are able to read e dics,
i have to resort to another solution.
thru e campus.
they have a wide range of software for e students to utilize,
which is quite good, in my opinion.

been tryin 2 jog regularly.
but i have onli started like 2 weeks ago?? O_o
slow jog for 30mins,
den drag my bro along.
muahahhaha~
one person by myself not fun lor..
den i also help my bro hor..
dun say i not good leh..

as ppl has noticed,
i have changed my blogskin *dancing*
which i think is easier to manage,
n i dun have to look through thousand of em on9 juz 2 search for 1 i favor..
which kinda save my eyes in a way *rub said eyes*
n also e hassle of having to edit everythin i got to edit when i changed a new skin.
so ya,
kinda time savin *grin*

old posts..

2009-11-24T11:43:00.001+08:00

Date: 25/9/09
Day: Friday

e day seem to be almost ending soon.
not. T.T
got to go on site later on, after which I still got things to read thru over e weekend,
and document to fill in...
which is still ok,
just hope dat I have enough energy for mi to last it thru.

I can’t believe it *smack head*
dear dear went to orchard ion *sharp intake of breathe*
I wan also!!!! >.<
*sigh*
next time bah...
no choice lor..
I want to go to e new bookshop~ ♫
lalala~

what to do?? *panic*
wallet's crying abt his hungriness T.T
n I have nth to feed him yet.
n last night,
I just help my doggy bank to diet.
he is anorexia now le lor *sob*
poor doggie *sniff sniff*
but not to worry,
I will help him get his weight back next mth!! *music in e background*
(I hope >.<)

yeah~
get to meet dear tonight liao~
hehe~ *big grin*

Date: 29/9/09
Day: Tuesday

pray dat dear dear is feeling better as compared to ytd.
*tight hug*
was worried,
and still is >.<

getting hungrier by e minute,
could be coz of e cold *brrrr*
n i'm wearing my hoodie some more T.T
for lunch 2dae,
i'm getting bread n bun~
go out buy also mafan.
other den e distance,
dere's also e queue.
otherwise,
dere's e cost to consider also.
but I buy like dat is equivalent to buying 3 veg wif rice -.-
maybe next time will ask wx buy,
nasi lemak at only 2 leh!!!
O__O
I wan also~~
think is wif chix wing n egg or something de..

yeah~
this fri can wear casual!!
woohoo~ *dance wif joy*
reason?
coz we got a safety course to attend..
n it's going to be somewhere near sim lim sq,
so I can look around dere to find bus to take me home..
but e thing is dat,
starting from 1st oct,
my ezcard only have mrt concession le *sniff*
guess I got to see how I can walk to bugis le bah..
as it seems to be e nearest mrt station anyway..

*argh*
got missing data for e compilation,
so can’t really email it out yet..
T.T
sianz..
what to do??
wait lor..
if after lunch still dun have,
have to ask e in charge to chase for mi liao >.<
hopefully,
everything goes according to plan.
to my plan =P
muahahah~

think tis week might be quite slack,
coz mentor in jpn >.<
n I don’t know wat's my other mentor doing..
but I suspect dat he's only using mi to help him do some admin thing only..
what to do??
"I'm a girl",
so i'm better wif details lah?? O_o
wx overhead dat he don’t know how to fill in e stuff,
so he just threw it to mi and asks mi to anyhow fill in.
[when I called dat mentor e other day]
another thing I heard??
dat guy's leaving e company soon.
so am I being too sensitive here n thinking too much??
maybe..
aiya *throw hand in air*
whatever lah,
i'm just an intern only ..

Date: 30/9/09
Day: Wednesday

Finally!!
Dear dear is feeling better le~ *grin*
But he still got to rest more,
To let the body rest from its battle wif e virus >.<
hands are getting dried,
have to rmb to put lotion on it when I get home le..
if not e skin will start cracking n everything T.T
which is going to be gross n irritating if I dun take care of it now *nod head*
my body leh,
if I dun take care,
who is going to take care for mi?? =D

ok,
last dose of med fin,
except for the cough syrup.
coz it makes mi drowsy,
so i'm going to leave it until i'm at home n at night b4 I start drinking it.
[think it might last quite a while T.T]
talking abt drinks.
I have no idea whether it's mi or what,
but e root beer without any caffeine taste weird.
e 1st mouthful is still alright,
its e consecutively mouthful dat taste weird >.<
or it is just coz my taste bud all jumbled up coz of my flu??
hmmm.. [thoughtful..]
maybe bah *shrug shoulder*
I have no idea also =P

2dae going to be my last day where I’ll be using my bus concession.
don’t know whether it's a good thing or not..
coz taking bus like everywhere can go from my area de bus interchange leh..
like 2dae I just travel to eunos,
takes around..
1 hr plus??
but I think dat if I take mrt,
should be more den dat le right??
not sure,
since I haven try it yet..
but mrt de is still cheaper,
n more accessible.
note: the accessibility is what I think lah, not really tested out yet..
tml is walking trip to mrt from house liao T.T
around 20 min leh >.<
hope no rains can liao *cover head*

a sudden craving for kfc *salivating*
but have to resist.
coz -
1. I want to eat wif dear dear, but he's recovering from e flu >.<
so wait bah ^^
2. no money - tis pt is e most impt of all hor...
3. still recovering from sore throat - have to take care of body 1st
4. its fattening!!! - see?? i'm still being careful of my body condition =X
thou it's been a long time since I eat anything oily.. [serious!!]
5. i'm still waitin for dear dear *bleh~*

Been meaning to change my blogskin,
but choosing 1 is like so mafan leh...
I also don’t know how to make also -.-
want to change back to my 1st skin,
but I guess it's lost to mi.
same as my fav pic.
which I didna save b4 passing e desktop to my neighbor to repair T.T
still feel regret over it.
n ur guys noe internet de lah...
so big,
it's not easy to find something.
especially after so many yrs have passed...

have to remind to control my expenses le.
mom wouldn’t be giving mi anymore pocket money,
n dat is after she hears how much I got per mth for my internship >.<
thou high is high,
but after tis 5 mths,
it would means dat I have to hurry n find another job le *sigh*
anybody can intro??

1 yr anniversary X)

2009-11-23T22:04:00.003+08:00

my brother all dressed up, preparing to go for his performance in sku.
he's in choir, which i am not really against.
just that i feel that a guy should join a cca that is more active, no offense to anyone.
so i am currently pushing him to join bball in his sec yr.
firstly, 安妈妈的心。
coz my mom's fren's son broke both his femurs during army.
my mom believes that it is due to him not having enough exercise.
secondly, i think guys looks better tanned *evil laughter*

jus nice he look up and smile when i call his name ^^

it's like..
i have nv imagine that we would come tis far >.<
by the way,
i juz wanna thankz my dear for everything he has ever given mi,
for every steps we have taken tgt *beam*

thank you for reading my mind =)
especially e kitty.
it was totally unexpected.
the cute kitty first makes its appearance in my life while we were waiting for our friends at Marina Square, outside the cinema, at one of those UFO catchers.
with my lousy skills and limited budget, i was soon persuaded from catching the kitten.
facing an unyielding attitude, i have no choice but to give up.
imagine my astonishment when i tear open the wrapper, and find her inside.
this is listed on my most delightful gift i have ever received from anybody. ever.
ps. at first i was afraid it's gonna be Mr. Bear's rival >.<
thankz dear,
for everythin *muackz*

will update as often as i can.
whenever n however it's possible. *grin*

2009-11-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

There was once this little gal, who had a very close friend.
They eat together during recess, sit next to each other during lessons, doodling on each other's text book, giggling at something funny e teacher has said.
Not only that, they also went home together, chit-chatting on e bus about everything n nothing under the sun.
The little gal thought this was going to last forever.

All this illusions was broken when a new gal enter e classroom, becoming e centre of attraction.
She was e centre of gravity, where everybody would hang out around her.
During recess, before and even after lessons.
And this includes e little gal's close friend.
Suddenly, she found herself alone.
She wasn't asked to be in e circle, nor did she want to.
Suddenly, it was like she was trust out of a circle.
Their circle and she didn’t like it. At all.
It was only then did she realize what a fragile thing friendship was, and how easily it can be broken.
And although this was just a minor incident.
It still leaves a dark shadow in her heart.
Not only does she have difficulty opening up her heart to another person, she is also daunted of it.

Till this day, she has not many she can calls true friends.
Nor many she can confide in.

Will you be the next person to break her heart?

2009-09-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

below are a collection of post dat i've accumulates..

Date 15/9/09

another boring day in e office.
nth to do,
our in charge is nt in office.
n e lady whom i'm assigned ton who's suppose to call didna.
so i suppose dat i have nth to do.
except post tis in advance.
was tempted to go home early.
but is like..
e big "What if" question.
so ya,
e rest of the guys relent to mi.
which i have to say thankz to ^^

my comp make some weird sound when e charger is plug in.
cant believe it.
damn noisy de lor..
den it's high pitch some more *sianz look*
den again,
e comp's nt bad lah..
light,
e batt actually last
(unlike my lenovo de..)
and i like e keypad =D
except dat it doesnt have the window button,
n i have to bring my own mouse,
which is kinda noisy when i click on it.
mayb will try my sis's mouse
wahahha~

thinkin..
have to try to save some money for rainin day le..
thou it seem dat i might have enough for myself,
i might as well give some to my parent as some token
(which mom will nag abt occasionally..)

plannin to get e mrt concession next mth.
it seem to be e faster way,
coz if i take bus,
i have to walk quite e distance from e nearest bus stop.
n it's a bit ulu in e mornin.
thou i haven try in e evenin yet..
but if i take train,
dat means that i'll have to walk to e interchange le.
which takes around 20mins bah..
is like ok lah..
juz scare rainy day onli..
guess i have to top up some money juz in case le bah..
but if i take mrt,
e distance i have to walk to my company is still ok..
like 5min plus??

thinkin and speakin of books,
i hope dat e books dat i crave for has reached sg shore le bah..
like in kino lah..
been waitin quite a while le..
but some things are juz worth waiting for *wink*
muahahah~

been plannin to go to plaza sing some day.
juz to look at some stuff,
n mayb get some also..
bleh~
but have to see how 1st lor..
coz nt near also mah..
but if dat's e case,
guess i have to make it tis mth le..
since i gt e bus concession,
easier to travel around,
which is wat i feel.

nw den i noe how tired it would be to zou bo liao =(
u have 2 pretend to look busy,
den u also have to make sure dat u're nt caught playin game,
or messengin..
LOL

ok,
chest pain
*wince*
suddenly de..
omg..
hope it go away soon.

by nw,
e whiny sound from e charger is almost non-existent le.
reason??
gotten used to it,
thus it seem gone.
lol

ok,
realli have nth to talk abt le..
sianz..

date: 18/9/09 (Friday)

another day in e office.
e difference??
i might not get to go home tis evening..
reason??
i have to help out wif some relocation thingie!!!
OMG O_O
till saturday morning..

is sianz de lor..
with e same hr in mac,
i can get a pay higher den here lor..
[they have calculated, it's around 3 plus per hr here T.T ]
but since i still have mac as a alternate money income,
i should be doin ok..
juz wish dat i have a job like wat aaron used to have.
e giving out of cookie and drinks on sunday.
sounds good.
easy also =P
nw wat i have to do is juz to give myself a budget everyday bah..
as in limitin my spendin those kinda thing lor..
but hopefully should be ok *beam*

*sigh*
hopefully should be able to meet up wif dear dear tml bah..
*pout*
miss him a lot >.<

yosh!
jia you,
jia you,
jia you!!

Date: 22/9/09 (tuesday)

gonna be a busy week.
despite mon being a public holi,
i still gotta work - mac
coz got double pay,
but wif e short hrs i'm workin,
i wonder how much can i get...

and i think i'm goin down to do some observation 2 days in tis week.
not onli that,
i'm gonna attend a meetin on thurs.
hope i dun do anythin smiley -.-
but still uncertain abt next week,
so i have no idea of wat i am goin to type in the weekly calander for my in-charge..
sianz le lor..

if every week also somethin like wat's happenin tis week,
not sure i'm gonna be damn happi abt it.
juz dat i noe that i'm not bored to hell *nod head*

ok,
that all currently =P
will update more next time bah ^^

2009-09-13T21:55:00.004+08:00

tml it started.
cant realli say it's a nightmare,
juz another new journey i have to undergo.
which should be quite interestin,
considerin dat's it is realli a mutli-national company.
where i might have to interact wif ppl from all over e world.
but since i haven ask abt IBM from junqing,
i can onli speculate.
hopefully,
i'm able to go thru tis 6 mthz without any mishap,
or being fired by e company..
*nervous*

was feelin e same thing i felt mthz ago.
could be coz we are nw in e same situation,
except in a reverse role.
baby,
i miss u like crazy.
n i love the time we've spend tgt.
no matter where n when,
it will always be part of me,
part of my mental scrapebook.

my onli prayer nw??
hope dat my eyes wouldnt be puffy when i wake up tml mornin.
n dat i would be able to reach early.

*deep breathe*
ok,
have to relax myself >.<

lisTenin - Awake (Secondhand Serenade)

you're always on my mind,

and in my heart *tight hug*

2009-08-23T23:21:00.003+08:00

xam - on thurs
final destination 4 - on thurs
holi start - on thurs, after 4pm.
countin down - around 3 more days, agar-ation.
hopefully,
i'm able to concentrate when i start memorizin bah >.<
didna receive any email from francis,
hopefully dat is a good sign.
meanin i pass e lab test,
n no need 2 go 4 e retest.
wat is not good is dat he has 4gotten abt it.
coz is like my cher-in-charge-of-lab put a capital R on my lab paper.
n even told mi i have 2 retest.
u say leh??
but thurs is xam le,
dun think francis would be so cruel to call mi back to sku durin tis week,
or even e week after xam bah *eye big big*
nooooooooooo~
pray hard dat i did pass,
who ask mi nv go count e marks b4 i hand in *smack head*

attachment's like gonna start next mth?? O_o
ask 'drew abt it.
whether i should quit or like juz work 1 day.
wat he says make sense lah..
coz attachment job is mth pay de,
mac is paid twice per mth de.
so by e time i reach mid-mth arh,
confirm no money lor..
so if i got mac hor,
at least still got some money lah..
althou dunno 4 wat..
but havin money is better den not havin any right??
so ya,
1 day per week,
unless got public holi.
den jiu a bit xin ku yi dian dian er yi..
hope is able to juggle my timin n wouldnt fail tis final module >.<

got e itch 2 get some books le.
like
- Redemption alley by Lilith Saintcrow
- The Demon's Librarian by Lilith Saintcrow
- Bad Moon Rising by Sherrilyn Kenyon
- 黑执事
- Midnight Secretary
e hands startin to get a bit itchy liao *stare at hand*
shall try 2 control myself.
jia you!

i didna noe samuel is also takin ccna. until ytd O.O
when i read his blog.
been doin dunno wat lately,
so a bit slow in being updated abt ppl's life =P
sorri abt dat *bow*

anyway,
dear~
happi 9th mth *muackz*

2009-08-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

gonna be busy.
mon - AR final written test.
and cher nv on e ans for e cisco on9.
tue - MSN final written test.
got a bit of hope,
provided cher nv change e qns.
wed - CorCom stuff is due.
thurs - i also dunno whether got anythin impt or not..
oh ya,
AR case study practise.
den got work somemore..
fri - ANS lab test.
die liao..
hope can time to practise also..

n dat is e basic of my week.
wat to do??
sems almost endin soon.
n i have no idea on where i'm posted.
hope it's somewhere good.
if not,
somewhere near i jiu happi liao..

jia you for e revision le bah,
go sq go!!

i'm startin to hate sunday.
n for a totally different reason.

2009-07-28T22:32:00.002+08:00

gotten easily tired nowadays.
dun even tell mi is due to age,
die die wouldnt believe o.O
might be coz of recent's sleepin pattern bah..
but no leh,
been sleepin kinda early..
haiz..
dunno lah..
juz hope it passes soon..

2009-07-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

n so,
e stupid plan is pushed to the front of my forehead once again.

2009-06-14T21:11:00.004+08:00

was busy lately.
it's common test week.
on e 10th actually.
lucky mi,
onli 1 paper to memorize.
my sis??
from mon to fri.
n her paper is mostly to do wif science de.
all 3 of them - bio, physics and chem.
she even got math.
but i think for tis sem,
math is goin to save her..
n i had AR (advanced routing) de lab e week b4,
had a dream dat i was doin it a few days b4.
was like..
wat in e world???? O.O
1st time i had a dream abt sku.
or even sku related de things lor..
scary de lah *cover eyes*
think i pass both e lab n paper bah.
but like wat bq n cl says:
bq 'is can get 50'
cl 'onli how high onli'
somethin like dat..

was studyin wif sis on mon.
at e mac near custom dere.
n dere was a shop - Owl Game
which is may's fren's bro de shop.
turns out may's inside dat day.
n guess wat i got??
a psp slim!!!!!
pricin ok bah..
a bit scratch here n dere,
but e most impt thing is dat can play!!!
muahaha~
but since my mom no like,
canna play at home.
thou she noe le,
she nv realli ask mi abt it yet *hide from her*
but wat i think wat bq says is correct lor..
buy at e wrong timin T.T
common test period leh..
but..
muzhahhahaha~
finally get it *hands in e air*
oh ya,
their service is realli good lah..
friendly and when i had prob e other day,
beri fast solve le lor..
prove dat they noe their things ^^
not onli dat,
on e same day,
i also got my 1st pair of levi's~ ♪
finally,
a real pair of jeans.
not like skinny like dat..
will stretch de..
not nice liao *sniff*

went to e IT fair on thurs went e cheryl, serene, terry n serene's cousin.
[p.s serene's cousin beri de quiet >.< ]
it was like..
damn cramp sia e whole place.
bargain all around (some place onli)
like a laptop cooler for onli $5???
a bit too good to believe lor..
n e memory card reader dat may's fren gimme??
they're sellin for $5 also..
so small a thing.. *shake head*
all of us manage to get some thing,
like hard drive (still a bit tempt to get another 1 =X ),
thumbdrive,
n for mi - a battery charger for e psp's battery =X
so dat i can charge at home *evil laughter*
but seriously,
it is e 1st time we spend so much time tgt.
like jalan jalan onli =D

was doin closin last night.
in exchange for mi not workin 2dea.
is like..
firstly, not 'drew do schedule 4 2dea.
dat's y got my name.
secondly,
they dun have enough closer last night.
so turns out dat i can help out.
(like a bit of twist of fate kinda thing..)
den is i suggest i help em,
but in excnage,
they release mi early de hor,
but ivy darlin so good, *grin*
say i no need come =X
but i think if i did go work hor,
i 2dae is almost 3/4 dead liao T.T
noe is tirin,
but not TIS tirin..
have to sweep n mop e whole area,
have to wipe table top n even e chairs' leg.
n i think wat i had is quite easy le lor..
e rest of em have to due wif hot stuffz ><
'drew is right.
'so suay arh??'
went 2 suntec 2dae.
again.
wif ♥dear.
n he got his hard drive le~
like not bad leh..
320g for like around 100+ onli..
is worth it de lor [temptin sia..]
den we went shoppin~
got a dress,
my workin shoe.
e last pair become crocodile liao *sniff*
my fav pair some more *pout*
den a few tshirt.
even a couple shirt >.<
from flesh imp.
5 bucks onli lah!!!
think dat could be coz is factory defects goods,
or even movin out sales [not realli sure also]
so mayb dat's y so cheap *evil laughter*
damn happi wif wat we have got 2dae ^^
but 1 other thing is dat,
it's been a looooooong time since i get tis kinda chance to spend wif ♥dear le
thank you ♥dear *muackz*

choco fudge
[a small cafe tuck on e 3rd/4th storey of tangs]
i 4get e name of e place leh..
n i have lost e recipt..
but oh gosh *melt*
choco fudge >.<
*shriek*

2009-05-31T21:56:00.001+08:00

BoA's Eien

Lyrics

Wouohh yeah...
Wouohh yeah...
Wouohh yeah...

uuuuuuhh...

Wouohh yeah... (waaahh...)
Wouohh yeah... (aaaaahh...)
Wouohh yeah...

Watashi no yubi wa kitto
kimi no hoho ni sotto
fureru tame dake ni atte
fureru tame dake ni atte

kagayaku tsuki wa kitto
kimi to isshoni zutto
miageru tame dake ni atte
miageru tame daki ni attano

kujikesou na toki ni itsumo tonari ni ite
waratte kureta kimi wa mou inai nde

poroporo te no hira kara koboreru kanashimi My Love
konya kono machi de tabun watashi ga ichiban naiteiru

kimi ni aisareta kara watashi wa watashi ni nareta
toki wo hakobu kaze yo douka ano hi no eien wo kaeshite
Bye Bye Bye...
Why did you say bye bye ...
Why did you say bye bye ...

Ano koro futari itsumo kiiteta kyoku ga
futo machikado ni nagareteru
iyafon katahou zutsu de
kimi ga totsuzen tsuyoku hipparu kara ne
chotto mimi kara hazurechatte
watashi ga okoru to fuzakete

fui ni kimi to me ga atte kuchibiru wo kasaneta
zutto watashi wo mamoru tte itta noni

Neibii buruu no sora sotto te wo nobashite miru
harisakersou na mune mou ichido tada dakishimete

ano toki sunao ni nareba konna koto ni naranakatta
mezametara subete ga yume de atteyo
soshite mata fuzakete
Bye Bye Bye..
Why did you say bye bye ...
Why did you say bye bye ...

Michi iku hito wo bonyari miteita
kimi to aruita puratanasu namiki
kondo pasuta tsukutte tte
rainenn ryokou shiyou tte
zutto watashi wo mamoru tte itta noni

poroporo te no hira kara koboreru kanashimi My Love
konya kono machi de tabun watashi ga ichiban naiteiru

kimi ni aisareta kara watashi wa watashi ni nareta
toki wo hakobu kaze yo douka ano hi no eien wo

Neibii buruu no sora sotto te wo nobashite miru
harisakersou na mune mou ichido tada dakishimete

ano toki sunao ni nareba konna koto ni naranakatta
mezametara subete ga yume de atteyo
soshite mata fuzakete
Bye Bye Bye..
Why did you say bye bye ...
Why did you say bye bye ...

Bye Bye Bye..
Why did you say bye bye ...
Why did you say bye bye ...

enjoy~ ♪

2009-05-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

dere's a crack on my glasses.
damn sianz de lah..
accidently juz drop it lor,
den got a bit crack le.
is irritating de,
coz e area will be a bit blur.
my hand would be itchin to juz wave it away,
or to take it down n wipe it..
*sigh*
wat to do??
can onli get used to it lor..

hectic week comin in.
next week got lab test le.
ya,
is can bring in cheat sheet.
but if the command dun work,
e cheat sheet also no use.
is hopin dat Lady Luck be on my side lor..
lucky tis common test onli 1 paper,
but still seems to have lotta things to memorize also..
sianz liao lor..
our cher also dunno when e paper lah..
he juz say haven got it yet.
or somethin like it.

wat i wan nw??
dat when i go downstairs tml n open e mail box,
e books dat i ordered are gonna be in it.
seems to be a high hope,
could be disappointed again tml.
per usual...
sianz...

'lookin at e world thru rose-tinted glasses'

2009-05-22T00:45:00.001+08:00

So mote it be.

2009-05-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

lotta things to do
- ans lab 2 to hand in
- wisp thing to think up of
- tml de corcomm how??
- read fin 'The Last Lecture' [like finally..]
- think abt wat to get tml [if i did go down..]
1st 3 more impt bah..
coz sku related de..
but think..
should be able to rush it out.
since 2nd n 3rd de is next week den hand in.
wahhaha~

finally stopped seein red in my c drive le..
cleared some stuffz,
moved some around.
voila~
but it's still slow,
compared to my sis.
who has a relative brand new notebook *eye rollin*
but since mine still in workin condition,
shouldnt complained to much..
skali e next day go on strike sia >.<
*touch wood touch wood*

yeah!!!
e books dat i ordered on9 is finally travellin from tw to sg~~
ok lah..
thou took around 1 mth,
but so wat??
i cant realli find those books in sg,
so dun think it matters if it takes so long.
since i have already waited so long for it ^^
wahhaha~
cant wait sia XP
juz hope it arrives safely =D

2009-05-18T18:53:00.002+08:00

Akon - Right now

It's been so long
That I haven't seen your face
Tryin' to be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
Wont be long, before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

Girl I know, mistakes were made between us two
And we show ourselves that now even said some things weren't true
I can't go and haven't seen my girl since then
why cant it be the way it were
cause you were my homie lover, and friend

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back Im gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple in my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I m gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss you lie
I wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
I woundered a crime with me
woundered a crime

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
I wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
I woundered a crime with me
woundered a crime

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

catchy song.
thou i think dat it will get a bit irritating after hearin it for multiple time
*nod head*

almost reach sku late 2dae.
due to e fact dat i'm playin game XP
but could be due to light traffic on e road.
was actually earlier den terry.
which says a lot XP
[he lived a lot nearer to sku den mi..]
done some VLSM on class B.
which i totally dun realli get.
n it's gonna be comin out in e lab test.
die liao lah..
gotta have e go thru it again later >.<

den tml got some dunno wat hero session kinda thing.
haiz..
gonna reach home late.
sianz..
okok,
go revise e thing le bah..

2009-05-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

Mad World (HQ Studio Version) - Adam Lambert

totally fed up de lah..
cant even do e lab.
in sku??
*dry laughter*
sku network block.
at home??
some part can,
but mostly is failure.
like wat e hell lah..
screwed seh...
so wat am i gonna submit??
a paper wif e result dat's full of failure??
well,
e lab cher did mentioned e result is not impt,
wat's impt is dat u noe how to use it.
so like wat??
put in screen shot lor..
but think i'll onli used dat when i met a dead end.
in e mean time,
ask around 1st..

it was onli ytd dat i realise,
for common test,
i onli have 1 paper.
LOL
how slow can i be??
but a bit distracted..
cant seem 2 focused on wat need 2 be done.
even if i got a (mental) list,
i would nv get around to gettin it done.
damn typical.
sometimes,
kinda hate tis part of myself..
juz hope dat it dun pop out dat often,
den i'm relieve le..

doin some paperwork after i punch out 2dae.
so it took quite a while
a bit..
不好意思。。
let ♥dear wait for so long >.<
sorry ♥dear *muackz*

2009-05-14T21:29:00.002+08:00

been busy.
or u could say procrastinatin.
seems to have lotta things to do.
from on9 quizzes,
to document dat i have to crap to meet e min requirement,
n those labs.
let mi count...
i've around..
4 labs???
but 1 of it is juz lookin for info.
hope dat it gonna stayed tis way.
plus,
i'm workin.
so..
*sigh*
精神缺佳.
but still alright.
coz haven realli been sleepin in class.
[onli a few time thou]
wahaahha~
otherwise,
still ok ^^

been shoppin on9 for quite a while.
mostly from tw aution.
gotta things sia >.<
is temptin de..
but heard from mom,
dat her fren's daughter also buy a lot,
but most like juz put in room,
still in plastic de.
thinkin abt it,
better control myself.
see see jiu hao le =P
mayb..
开始开窍了。。
mayb onli =X

2 pairs of levi's for onli 99???!!!
nani??? *shock*
haha~
i'm like sooooo contradicting de lah *shake head*
haha~
rmb "X-Men: The Last Stand"???
e last part??
where wolverine is struggling to get thru to Jean??
everypart on his body falls off,
from his skin,
to his shirt.
except his pant.
n andrew n terry are sayin that it 'muz be levi's de'
LOL
but tis promotion muz have some kinda 'terms and conditions' thingie de..
so see how 1st lor..
anyway,
e shop listed doesnt have cwp de..
nearest is NP..

btw,
NP like renovate until damn big lah..
can see lotta spaces around sia..
next time muz go liao XP

sometimes juz felt..
used lor..
like..
muz look for mi de meh???
juz a simple internet research,
den canna do de lah??
it's not as if i have e correct ans or anything like dat..
juz dat..
haiz..
dun wanna say liao lor..
juz give lor..
so skin off my body..
but is sianz de lah..
sometimes my sis is correct lor..
have to applause her for her sometime burst of insight =P

plannin on makin a pencil case by hand.
gonna be a failure.
u noe those kinda old sewin machine??
those u step on e peddle 2 move e needle de??
it seems to..
dislike mi.
juz cant get it to do wat i need it to do.
n mom makes it seems so easy lah..
juz steps,
loop e string n make it go thru e needle,
move e cloth a bit here n dere..
ta-dang~
voila~
somethin came out.
mine??
*shake head*
gonna work hard at makin e machine like mi >.<
gambatte ne ^^

i swear dat ♥dear got some prediction power
nth to say sia..
dead on accurate de lah..
stood in awe XP
haha~
oh ya,
"Never LIE, STEAL, CHEAT and DRINK. If you must LIE, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must STEAL, steal from bad company. If you must CHEAT, cheat death. And if you must DRINK, drink to the moments that take your breath away.."
little stuff he shares wif mi (=

2009-05-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

how unfair can it be??
promotin ppl coz e on-top-people wanted 10 crew leaders??
e other candidate is alright.
but e other 1??
pls lah...
look at her conduct pls.
mayb 7 times out of 10,
she'll be late.
she'll be stealin bits of food to eat while she's workin.
yes,
she can work de.
but talkin thru-out while talkin??
even havin private conversation in front of e customer??
totally settin a bad example..
*sigh*
it sure is easy to become a crew leader nowadays.
juz damn unfair,
wat if dere're other people more suited???
too bad le right?? o.O
wat to do??
since it's already fixed,
nmo choice but gotta accept le lor..

bro's been pesterin mi to bring him to watch
"Night in the Museum 2: Escape from the Smithsonian"
but release date would be 21st may,
still far off.
wahhaha~

juz wanna wished every mom out dere,
HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY!!! ^^
juz wanana take tis chance to thank her.
but it's kinda funny.
mom's been doin so much for us,
but we onli use tis one day to realli pamper her.
bringin her to restaurant,
buyin stuffs for her..
y izzit onli tis 1 day??
says a lot abt us,
isnt it??
or mayb it's juz mi >.<
mom??
love you *muackz*

2009-05-06T16:16:00.002+08:00

another muz-watch movie.
"Time Traveler's Wife"
hopefully,
it's able to live up to how good e book is.
release date is stated dat it would be on e 17th sept.
prayin dat dere's no changes.
anyway,
dun think it realli matter..
i'll 4get de XP
haha~
per usual..

onli got 1 assignment to do for IS.
for now lah..
but doin tis 1 a bit headache liao lor..
like..
literature like dat lor..
have to think indepth of e thing lah..
sianz..
n 2night midnight is e due date..
it's juz dat i have reach e required amt of pages le,
but all my info seems to be messed up de lor..

lately been in2 Jim Butcher
paranormal - wizard, faries, vamp n etc etc.
but his series [Dresden]
is more abt crime solvin???
oh well,
somethin like dat lah..
but so far,
dere's onli 11 books.
n despite e library havin thousand of books,
being able to borrow e books in e correct sequence is tough.
downright difficult.
oh,
can i add impossible??
so i can onli rely on my oh-so-bad memory to fill in e blank when old stuffs came up.
but so far,
it's pretty interestin.
thing i might have trouble with??
pronouniciation of e names or spells..
LOL
another author would be Simon R. Green
which i have onli read his Nightside series.
quite dark,
i can say.
or it could be juz mi.
but it's rather intriguing.
as dere's mention of time,
n e mystery of how certain somebody still has power even after certain death.
those kind of thing.
hehe~
it would seem to be endin soon,
juz 3 more books.
if i get around to findin it anyway..

2009-05-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

juz sharin~

lyrics-
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

♥dear??
thankz for dat shirt *muackz*

2009-04-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

sick of sittin on e bus.
from tampiness [where i collect my spree items]
to yishun,
den i transfered bus to orchard.
sickenin..
as a result,
i got 2 fin my book.
luckily i nv bring another book.
it would juz be another weight on my back.
[considerin dat e laptop n charger is inside..]
but i did manage to get quite a lot of things done
[from my pt of view]
1.gotten my stuff
2.collected uncle's books
3.got a new comic =X
[i tried talkin myself out of it. almost worked. emphasis on 'almost'..]
4.trim my hair~ woohoo~
althou mom says no diff *eye rollin*
she says dat everytime
ermmm..
thou not dat time when it's realli short >.<

pass thru a lots of temptation 2dea.
from books,
to food,
and finally,
chipsters!!!
seems to have a mild addiction to it.
n jack n jill's potato chips cant seem to..
work??
is dat e word??
but been reinin in my control,
it's tough.
but still manage to do it.
could be e cravin isnt dat strong.
since i've juz satisfied it e other day =X
hopefully,
e cravin will be able to stay down until like mths later >.<
unhealthy food,
tsk tsk *shake head*
but still part of wat i eat =X
wahaha~

2009-04-28T18:49:00.002+08:00

wanna go trim hair de.
since i have some cash on mi.
finally *eye rollin*
guess wat i was??
a paper pasted on e glass
'sorry, but we are closed for today.
sorry for the inconvenience cause.'
somethin similar,
but ya,
u get my meanin..
*sigh*
another day den..

anyway,
will be goin 2 tampiness to get my stuff.
finally!!!
woohoo~ *thump hand in air*
but it's gonna be a long journey.
from clementi to tampiness,
no joke lor..
got feelin gonna have 2 bring 2 novels along liao..
juz in case,
n stock up my mp3 songs.
juz hope got space to sit tml bah..
hopefully >.<

was late to sku 2dea.
damn rare lah..
but i'm to be blamed also lah..
left house slightly later den usual.
like onli 10mins later??
but waitin for e bus also takes time mah..
turns out to be like half an hr late to lab lor..
but funny thing is dat,
althou my whole grp is like e last to start,
we're e 1st to leave.
wahahah~
but it also didna leave us much time to go makan place,
unlike e last time.
so have 2 be content wif canteen 2.
still alright,
as long as got place to sit n eat can le bah =D

usin sis comp nw,
guess have 2 give her back le..
if not..
kowai *shudder*
ps she last night got black face lor..
dunno 4 wat reason also >.<

2009-04-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

trimmin hair???
push back to next week.
low on cash *argh*
n no,
no pocket money tis week.
yet.
hope dat's e case >.<

2dae's weather still alright.
or it could be due to e fact dat i've stayed in my bed,
wif e fan blowin cool wind over mi,
as i slept almost till noon??
haha~
high chance XP

suddenly got a cravin for choco cake.
preferably somethin wif fudge.
lotta fudge
*daydreamin abt bitin in2 one*
another day,
another time if i did encounter a cake like dat >.<
lalala~

gotta control my spendin le..
siqiao wif a bit of cash is dangerous.
it's as if dere's somethin inside mi,
tellin mi to spend everythin i have in my bank account..
dat's like not so good >.<
hope tis habit will change

2009-04-26T19:53:00.002+08:00

nv knew my dad was such a sweet guy.
2wards his wife XP
coz was lookin thru mom's collection of novels,
searchin for a couple of books by a certain author.
it was den mom came in,
so i commented lah, "wow, ur books more den mine leh.."
[i swear, it could be double or triple my collection lah >.< ]
it was den she replied, "mostly is dad buy de, coz dat time his wife very lonely.."
juz damn sweet >.<
n considerate.
like ytd also,
mom was goin to help our neighbor work at her stall.
[coz aunty's short of hand..]
wow,
dat on fri night hor,
he offered to give mom a ride to her workplace leh..
sia..
even dat time when mom ask dad to give mi a ride to e polyclinic dat time when i sick hor,
he has to ask lotta qns..
unfairness -.-
i guess..
dat's how dad show his love bah XP

was 放鸽子 again on fri.
by fren,
happens everytime.
disappointed..
althou ya,
he's helpin mi to look 4 wat i wan.
still..
haiz *shake head*
still,
did manage to meet up wif ♥dear~
had dinner at New York New York!
ate some pasta,
n wow!!
damn nice de lah >.<
thank you ♥dear~ *muackz*
hehe~ ^^

plannin to trim my hair tml.
gettin longer le,
n e weather is not helpin -.-
althou my classroom is airconditioned..
was thinkin of cuttin it short again.
but wat terry says is correct.
if i did cut it short,
i'll be one of em le..
helloooo????
i'm e onli gal in class???
it's soooo not a good idea to cut it short >.<
lalala~

"Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own."
— Robert A. Heinlein

2009-04-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

it's like totally unfair!!!
no slippers in class???
hey,
i noe we dun look dat well respected if we wear slippers to sku.
but still,
our feet need to breathe de lah..
if i wanna count,
i would be wearin shoes for e whole week.
coz i'm workin too..
poor feet *pattin em nw..*
n durin 2dae's lab??
beside mi being e onli gal,
i'm also e onli person wearin slippers.. *eye rollin*
but lucky tjk nv say anythin
[n tis's pointed out by bq,
statin e unfairness of being a male LOL]

'watch' terry n weixiang played bball after lunch
n wx is adament abt playin it to e pt dat he wanna '吃球' for lunch..
but our sittin position [at e side]
is a bit far from em [they're playin in e middle court]
so i ended up readin my book not dat long after they started XP
but is got glance up nw n den lah..
saw terry score.
not bad,
nv knew he can play well ^^
in compare,
dat 1st court de ppl is like..
cmi =X
lalala~

seems dat i have a lecturer on long term mc.
for my whole sem,
in fact.
some heart prob
[heard from cl de..]
heard dat they are lookin for a replacement cher,
so in e meanwhile,
tjk will be takin over our lab.
but 2dea's still ok,
juz follow every instruction.
it's more of a recap thingie from in4.
creatin vlan,
knowin how it's prune n e reason.
still ok.
but tjk expects 1 person 2 be able to do 4 switch.
O.O
pretend i'm not hearin it *cover ears*

♥dear??
happy anniversary *muackz*
lookin forward to seein u tml *grin*

2009-04-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

havin IS lesson 2dea.
cher is kinda i choose [except for corporate communication]
but luckily,
both cher are ok.
as in not borin n strict.
so *whew*
relieve XP
but got feelin dat tis sems de IS like..
heavy.
especially for e wat??
oh ya,
World Issues: A singapore perspective
almost fall asleep durin lesson..
think..
sleep too late la bah..
haha~
per usual.
den kena nag again abt it.
'see???
so tired liao still wanna sleep so late.'
bleh~

thou could be gettin my stuff 2dea.
turns out ben a bit rush for time..
*sigh*
so meetin him again lor..
at another time n date.
hope wouldnt be let down again bah..
always hor,
everytime wif him is he 放鸽子的。。
not once le lah..
a bit sianz..

well,
anyway.
i got my bags from e spree!!!
woohoo~
perfect if i wanna juz go out.
small n sling.
wahahha~
but is wait for e other 1
hehe~
not tellin as to wat it is..
even i'll be shy de hor XP
hopefully next week~

2009-04-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

1st lesson lab liao..
nv bring comp,
lucky got those in front dat can use.
homework??
calculatin vlsm.
omg..
how long nv do liao??
*scratch head*
den all e pros in class gone attachment..
onli left chao lin..
sianz liao lor..
he's like e 救星 le >.<

n if i'm not wrong,
n nv see wrongly.
i'm like e onli gal in my class sia O.O
out of 16 ppl.
sia.. *shake head*
at least still got ppl i noe..
if not..
scary seh..
so meet new ppl 2dea.
raymond.
think he's from e class de.
another person in same grp as me is andrew [need 4 ppl in grp for lab]
know him,
seen him b4.
juz nv talk b4.
LOL
typically qiao's attitude XP
lalala~ ♪

i got utada's newest album!!!!
woohoo~
excited seh >.<
listenin 2 it right nw XP
but e onli thing dat's not so perfect abt it??
dere's no lyrics included.
it's stated dere - 'For complete lyrics, go to:ww.utada.com'
n i dunno whether it's coz i'm lookin at e wrong place or wat,
i haven found it yet..
*sigh*
still,
so far no complain abt e songs =X
hehe~

oh ya,
it's finally here >.<
*hands in air*
woohoo~
'Salvation in death'
been waitin a long time 4 it.
but,
think it's worth e wait.
thou i haven get it yet.
later,
later when i go get my stuff =P
woohoo~
e night's lookin good XP
beside e weather of coz..
thou e rain tis mornin might lighten e weather,
turns out it's not helpin at all.. *mumbling*

2009-04-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

1st day of sku.
1hr lecture [cher released early]
waste of my bloody time.
sianz..
but still,
it's good to be back in sku.
good to be doin somethin conductive instead of slackin
n wastin my time.
beside e aircon XP
but..
feels weird without him in e class >.<

gonna see which weekday can work,
since i have promised em..
see which 1 1st lor..
*sigh*
sianz..

a bit pissed off..
but mostly is a misunderstandin,
thou is mostly my fault bah..
mi n my assumption *eye rollin*

tml will be a busy day.
hope can last thru it
jia you~

2009-04-19T17:10:00.002+08:00

Missing - JayEd

been lookin for e lyrics for tis song..
found it at goo 音楽,
but it's like e original.
den,
i found tis great website -> Romaji Translator
e best thing i've ever found~ *hand in e air*

another 1 dat i found.
translate to eng.
but e sentence juz sound kinda weird.
but wateva,
gonna add it in,
in another color..

So here goes -

言葉にできるなら　少しはましさ
kotoba nidekirunara sukoshi hamashisa
It is goodness or more a little if it makes it to the word.
互いの胸の中は　手に取れるほどなのに
tagai no mune no naka ha teni tore ruhodonanoni
[Ruhodonanoni] ..in a chest each other.. ..it is possible to take it...
震える瞳が語りかけてた
furue ru hitomi ga katari kaketeta
The trembling pupil talked.
出会いがもっと早ければと
deai gamotto hayake rebato
If meeting is earlier

I love you　叶わないものならば
I love you kanawa naimononaraba
I love you If it is the one not fulfilled
いっそ忘れたいのに　忘れられない全てが
isso wasure tainoni wasure rarenai subete ga
Everything that cannot be forgotten though I want to forget rather
I miss you　許されることならば
I miss you yurusa rerukotonaraba
I miss you If it is permitted
抱きしめていたいのさ　光の午後も星の夜も　Baby
daki shimeteitainosa hikari no gogo mo hoshi no yoru mo Baby
At afternoon of [nosa] [hika] that embraces closely and night of the star Baby

ときめくだけの恋は　何度もあるけれど
tokimekudakeno koha nando moarukeredo
Love only of throbbing : though it is many times.
こんなに切ないのは　きっと初めてなのさ
konnani setsuna inoha kitto hajimete nanosa
Such the painful one is first surely [nanosa].
染まりゆく空に包まれて
soma riyuku sora ni tsutsuma rete
It dyes and it is wrapped in the sky where it goes.
永遠に語らう夢をみた
eien ni katara u yume womita
The dream of talking through all eternity was seen.

I love you　届かないものならば
I love you todoka naimononaraba
I love you If it is the one that doesn't reach
見つめかえさないのに　瞳奪われて動けない
mitsu mekaesanainoni hitomi ubawa rete ugoke nai
[Hitomiuba] cracks to watching [kaesanaino] and it is not possible to move.
I miss you　許されることならば
I miss you yurusa rerukotonaraba
I miss you If it is permitted
抱きしめていたいのさ　光の午後も星の夜も　Baby
daki shimeteitainosa hikari no gogo mo hoshi no yoru mo Baby
At afternoon of [nosa] [hika] that embraces closely and night of the star Baby

黄昏に精一杯の息を吸って
tasogare ni seiippai no iki wo sutte
An utmost breath is breathed in at dusk.
目を閉じるだけ　Oh
me wo toji rudake Oh
Eyes are only shut. Oh

I love you　僕だけの君ならば
I love you boku dakeno kun naraba
I love you If it is you only of me
この道をかけだして　逢いに行きたい　今すぐに
kono michi wokakedashite ai ni iki tai ima suguni
Right now ..wanting go for the encounter.. ..this road.. running out
I miss you　許されることならば
I miss you yurusa rerukotonaraba
I miss you If it is permitted
抱きしめていたいのさ　光の午後も星の夜も　Baby
daki shimeteitainosa hikari no gogo mo hoshi no yoru mo Baby
At afternoon of [nosa] [hika] that embraces closely and night of the star Baby

think e 2nd website needs improvement..
onli dat "I miss you..." seems e most logical out of all e rest..
but still,
thou some of e lyrics sounds correct,
i'm still not sure whether it's correct or not.
juz to make a pt.
at least nw i have words dat i can follow to,
if i feel like singin along XP
enjoy~

2009-04-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

I"M BACK!!!!
woohoo~
as in recovered from e sickness or illness or wateva u wanna call it XP
finally *relieve*
it's like 5-6 days of endless fever.
it goes down,
before comin again when i go to sleep.
damn sickenin..
causes mi 2 days of night *argh*
it is very very rare dat my night get disturb,
n it's over somethin dat should be gone after i take e med??
cant believe it -.-
but i got tis theory dat it could be coz of dat allergy??
kinda stoppin my ability to heal back.
even after takin paracetemol.
which is wat e polyclinic doc gave mi.
thou diff brand from e below-e-flat doc..
even when for a blood test.
juz in case,
u noe..
turns out my body lacks iron *eye rollin*
den doc ask mi go back e 2nd day to do.
so when i get back,
i was thinkin..
since e nurse takes blood from my left hand.
have 2 ask her to take from my right hand tml.
which is wat i did.
turns out -
"Sorry, but there's no blood comin out.
I have to take from your other hand."
i'm like..
wth lah..
my right hand a bit innocent de lor..
but also a bit funny XP

♥dear??
thankz for dat card *grin*
muackz~

sku's reopenin soon.
which is like damn fast.
onli like ytd when it juz started holidayin *ahem*
haha~
still ok lah,
is quite long de lor..
ermmm..
think i shall stop tis topic le..
some ppl been havin attachment instead =X

nw juz worried abt those allergy-rashes on e leg.
worried dat it wouldnt fade away..
damn ugly T.T
looks like a whole swarm of mosquitoes attacks my calf lor..
ewwwwww...
*wave away disturbin images in my mind*

gotta go find lyrics le..
been lookin for it's hiragana version..
jia you!!

2009-04-14T09:06:00.002+08:00

horrendous night.
e worse ever.
was awaken up somewhere around 2,
shiverin in cold,
wif e recent dreams slippin away.
onli knew dat it was an odd 1.
could be coz of e books i'm readin.
[had dreams on dragons last night. it was pretty disturbin..]
cant go back to sleep coz of e aches in e body,
everytime i change position,
e rhythm beatin in my head juz get louder..
irritatin..
cant a gal have a good rest???? *argh*
i think i did manage to sleep.
but onli for a while.
rmb wakin up my mom,
tellin her i have e fever again.
she onli told mi to go take some more med,
wet a cloth n put on forehead,
den she went back 2 sleep *eye rollin*
not dat i blame her,
she's also not gettin any younger..
n so,
i ended up not being able to sleep/wakin up thru'out e night..
finally,
i went to sleep beside bro's bed.
didna sleep for long either.
onli around 4-5 hrs,
b4 i wake up again??
*sigh*
try again later..
juz hope dat tis will not mess up my internal clock..
e onli good thing dat came out of tis??
i got 2 days mc.
juz pray dat i recover soon enough for mi to be workin tml >.<
if not,
it means dat i have 2 see e doc again >.<
sianz..
n despite e doc tellin mi dat i shouldnt have any allergy reaction to any of e med,
rashes are appearin on my calf.
n e worse thing is??
i dun even noe which med is causin it,
coz i nv listen properly when e doc is tellin mi..
sianz liao lor..
sickenin sia..

2009-04-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

been lazy in updatin XP
but it's kinda e same old same old,
since i've been workin almost everyday..
but it was diff last sat.
when to see a movie at a last min decision.
all thankz to louis n 'drew *eye rollin*
was juz in e room,
n heard 'drew askin whether louis is havin anythin after he went back home,
den suddenly he ask mi whether wanna go watch movie or not.
as usual,
i reply,'如果是你请客，我就去咯。。'
den suddenly,
may walked in.
she was ask e same qns n she agreed lor..
in e end,
it realli is a treat.
from dinner to movie tickets.
kinda shock lor..
coz is not juz 1 person leh,
is like e 3 of us lor..
n he even drives us home.
my guess??
he misses his darlin XP
since she is not in singapore..
lalala~
but e movie's pretty cool -> 12 rounds ^^

today,
my 4th uncle drove my grandmother, his wife n his younger daughter to my house.
juz 2 bring my grandmother over here to stay 4 a few days.
heard dat she's not feelin dat well >.<
n when i was her tis mornin,
she doesnt look e way i rmb her as.
not as vibrant and energetic.
gettin a bit worried..

2009-04-03T16:28:00.001+08:00

is sianz liao lor..
ask mom whether can get a gamin console.
n she says no.
wif e way my bro is behavin,
he's gonna be more distracted.
so i ask whether can get books or not.
guess wat??
'if so rich canna save up e money arh??
if dat's so,
den every mth no need give u money 2 use le.
juz save up e $60.'
*sigh*

2009-04-03T11:52:00.002+08:00

was supposed to be havin lunch wif sis 2dae.
could be due to some miscommunication,
mom already got back some noodle when i wake up.
*sigh*
nvm..
another time.
sis says on her bday lor..
which is alright,
since we'll be goin out XP
guess i gotta go request for shorter work hr dat day le..
hehe~

ok.
psp slim wins e internal debate.
but still muz see how 1st. [depend on pricin =X]
somehow. [could be coz my pay juz came in XP]
but nw.
juz wanna noe where i can get e cheapest set.
any1 got any idea???
thankz~ ^^

2009-04-02T10:05:00.002+08:00

envious of dez.
she's in japan right nw!!!
okok,
she board e plane on e 31st.
[if i'm not wrong]
envious seh..
anyway,
hope she has fun dere.
[noe she wil have it >.<]

had a nightmare of a sort ytd mornin,
suffice to say dat i woke up wif my heart struggling to jump out.
but dunno whether it could be due to my ability to fall asleep easily or wat,
i'm back to dream-land like less den 5 mins??
LOL
but sis's sometimes sleepin position can be blamed for dat dream.
bloody hell..

finally!!
been continuin my xstitch.
been yrs since it's in my cabinet *eye-rollin*
not bad,
at least e last time i did it,
i didna leave it soo messily dat i have no idea where to start.
lucky for dat *whew~*
note: tis is juz thing i have to get done..
nth much XP

was askin my sis ytd,
"wat should i get when my pay come?? psp, levi's or books??"
n my sis is like, "it's ur money. not my business"
totally ask wrong person..
but she was right in askin tis qns,
"mom will allow you to get 1 psp meh??"
*sigh*
back to square 1 le..
minus e psp..
sianz..

goin to have lunch wif sis tml.
yes,
i noe.
we see each other everyday,
at home,
durin workin.
but tis more like relax lunch,
eatin outside kinda thing.
woohoo~
been long since i've done it wif her XP
lookin forward to tml for lotta reason *grin*

2009-03-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

best thing abt workin at night on a weekday???
damn relax.
not much of customer,
so is free de lor..
but sum ppl are settin up some booth in front of e store,
n they seem 2 be sellin sum interestin decor.
gonna go dere n kpo a bit XP

heard dat my cousin is gonna have a open house in june,
n dad says dat if we wanna go,
we have 2 save up money.
which is impossible 4 mi.
my pay is almost gone by mth end.
everytime =X

things dat i wanna get/do
- books - includin manga n novels
- a pair of levi's [???]
- a new xstitch design
- arrange my cabinet
- fin up THE xstitch design
- fin all unread books
- movies~
- Utada's newest album
n e list goes on,
n on,
n on XP
nv seem to have an endin.
*sigh*

juz gotten Trick by Kumi Koda e other day
think..
not bad bah..
but dere seems 2 be some negative comment abt her newest album..
but realli lah..
dere're realli lotta good jpn singer.
example,
ayumi,
boA,
utada,
yui,
n a lot more [i'm onli familiar wif 'em..]
but diff ppl got diff opinion bah *nod head*
nw onli waitin 4 utada's album,
woohoo~

2009-03-29T20:47:00.002+08:00

watch DMC - Detroit Metal City wif ♥dear ytd =)
kinda interestin
was wonderin where i can find e ost or somethin like dat..
go to DMC! go to DMC! *chant*
woohoo~

my off day was change to sat tis week,
due to some events comin up dat i muz go to.
a good thing anyway,
which allows mi to go out wif ♥dear
hehe~
not a bad thing.
so it's worth it to work 7 days straight in a row =X
is tired de lor...

been searchin blog shops.
find quite a few interestin one.
Scarlet's wardrobe - open sprees, no end date.
n well,
can get books!!! *drools*
n there's a tw yahoo auction dat sellin some cute sleepwear/lingerie >.<
temptin sia~
think is considered cheap in sg dollar,
but den gotta think of e location in which i'm sleepin in.
sianz..
oh well..
mayb next time *sigh*

2009-03-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

best thing 2 do after workin??
havin a cool shower.
dat's da best~
it's as if e water is cleasin e layer of dirt n oil coverin my body.
luves e feelin~
it's would be even better if it's a cold shower >.<

ok.
e 1 week holi for e sec sch is like over.
it's like so fast de lah..
but normally,
i hate tis kinda holi,
when u either have go 2 sku 4 sum remedial or cca.
or dere's either tons of hw 2 be done,
or lotta revision.
so 1 thing i like abt poly holi??
it's realli 4 relaxation XP

2009-03-21T18:04:00.002+08:00

started readin Acheron.
finally..
after so long..
let mi see..
dere's tis phrase dat i love..
aha!!

"It's easy to look at people and make a quick judgement, their present and their pasts, but you'd be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often than not, it's lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their souls." - Ash, pg 480 of "Acheron" by Sherrilyn Kenyon

but kinda regret gettin tis version.
it's almost e size of my amath textbook.
onli a bit smaller..
wished i have waited..
sianz..
u noe hwo heavy it is 2 carryin such a big book tis size??
it's no wonder dat i've still haven fin it despite gettin it sooOoooo long ago *eye rollin*
speakin of procrastination,
it reminds of my x-stitch.
which has been layin in my cabinet for like more den 1 yr liao..
O.O
sometimes realli think dat wat ivy says is right lor..
everybody got 24hrs per day,
how come we doesnt seems to have enough time 2 fin up our stuffs.
LOL
guess we have poor time management skills bah..

e secret dat i've been tryin 2 kept so long is out.
*ahem* e stud..
guess i'm not careful enough..
sianz~
but ok lah..
not much protests or those wateva dat i've been expectin.
is quite scared de hor..
given how my dad's temper is like..
dun even wanna think abt it *shudder*
but it turns out 2 be..
juz acceptance.
veri surprised.
but it's good in a way bah..
my way *evil laughter*
a worry off my shoulder XP

uncle's books dat i have reserved has arrived.
guess i have 2 go collect it on my next off day le bah..
sianz..
but it's alright lah..
give mi a chance to go town *giggle*
lalala~ ♪

saw tis e other day - Hello Kitty Thumbdrive
ya,
i noe.
it's her..
not realli a hugh fan of her anyway.
but e idea of e 4gb thumbdrive,
n limited addition somemore..
juz make my 心痒痒。。
but ok lah..
thinkin abt it nw..
seems 2 be a waste of money..
but if it's Jack..
will be a totally diff story.
hehe~ ♪

2009-03-20T10:53:00.002+08:00

ok,
result back 2dea.
didna do as badly as i thou i would.
which is a relieve (=
but not as well as last sem also,
but nvm,
as long as everythin pass can le.
not 2 much de 要求 ^^
lalala~

played Patapon 2 on 'drew's psp
damn fun de lah..
but kena 'mission failed' at around e 4th stage..
sianz..
but gotta have 2 return it 2 him also,
since it's not mine.
it's juz temptin mi 2 get 1.
oOoooo~
big temptation >.<
pata pata pata pon~ ♪

gonna be meetin ♥dear 4 dinner 2night~ *giggle*
hehe~
cant wait sia >.<

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